Back When We Were Young
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Joey
  6. Joey
  7. Joey
  8. Sarah
  9. Sarah
  10. Joey
  11. Joey
  12. Joey
  13. Joey
  14. Sarah
  15. Joey
  16. Joey
  17. Sarah
  18. Joey
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  20. Joey
  21. Joey
  22. Joey
  23. Sarah
  24. Joey
  25. Joey
  26. Joey
  27. Joey
  28. Joey
  29. Joey
  30. Joey
  31. Sarah
  32. Sarah
  33. Joey
  34. Joey
  35. Joey
  36. Joey
  37. Sarah
  38. Sarah
  39. Joey
  40. Joey
  41. Joey
  42. Sarah
  43. Joey
  44. Joey
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Joey
  47. Sarah
  48. Joey
  49. Joey
  50. Joey
  51. Joey
  52. Reading Group Guide
  53. Letter to Readers
  54. Discussion Questions
  55. Historical Note
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. Discover More
  58. About the Author

It took Sarah ten minutes to coax herself up the stairs. She turned the knob—locked. The air was sweet and a bit like sewage, not the charcoal scent of kitchen fire that used to greet Sarah at the entry, pointing to her mother over the stove, stirring something lovely in their great black pot. Sarah knocked softly, and an old, sour lady answered the door with a liver-spotted face and gray tendrils escaping her black kerchief. A lady who was not Sarah’s mother. “Yes?” The girth of her successfully blocked the doorframe.

“This…this is my home,” Sarah managed to say.

“This is my home now, Jew!” The lady flashed gums so red they were burgundy.

“But…but I used to live here. With my family.”

“Oh yes? Prove it.” The lady crossed her arms over her chest.

“We have a family chart on the wall.” Sarah strained to remember other things. “And my parents’ wedding document. A ketubah.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. And if I did know what you were talking about, I would suspect those things were gone.”

“Gone?” Sarah shuddered.

“Burned, probably.” She shrugged. “Hold here.”

The lady disappeared inside, giving Sarah a peek of the home that used to be hers, with their art, their cheap, stupid art, on the walls! The painting of pink roses that her mother adored—and then it was eclipsed as the lady returned.

She thrust a wooden cage into Sarah’s startled hands. “He is your rabbit, eh? You are lucky we fed him. Be gone now, or I will shove you in the ovens just like the rest of them.”

Sarah flinched at the spite. Ovens? She didn’t yet know of ovens. She came eye-to-eye with Penelope, the apple of her brother’s eye. The door slammed shut as she whispered, “It’s a girl rabbit, not a boy.”

Somehow Sarah stumbled down the stairs. With Benjamin’s bunny rabbit in hand, she wandered through the ruins of her town to the synagogue. They called it Scuola Greca. They were Romaniotes—the first Jews outside Judea. They’d been so proud of that once. It was always important to know they were Jews, Romaniotes. They’d cherished those labels, and then they were murdered for them.