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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One
  5. MEADOW, MEADOW
  6. THE OPTICIAN’S LOVE
  7. AN AS-YET-UNDISCOVERED LAND MAMMAL
  8. MON CHÉRI
  9. WITH DEEPEST SYMPATHIES
  10. SEX WITH RENATA BLOWS MY MIND
  11. IT’S BEAUTIFUL HERE
  12. EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH
  13. THE TWENTY-NINTH HOUR
  14. Part Two
  15. SOMEONE OUTSIDE
  16. OPEN THE DOOR
  17. IT’S LIKE THIS
  18. I JUST WANTED TO ASK HOW ALASKA IS DOING
  19. EXPIRATION DATES
  20. IVY FROM ELSBETH’S POINT OF VIEW
  21. FELICITÀ
  22. SIXTY-FIVE PERCENT
  23. ONE THOUSAND YEARS AT SEA
  24. THE BLUE WHALE’S HEAVY HEART
  25. BIOLUMINESCENCE
  26. ANIMALS CAN SENSE THESE THINGS
  27. SEE ABOVE
  28. NO NEW INFORMATION
  29. Part Three
  30. ENDLESS EXPANSES
  31. CHASING AWAY THE DEER
  32. ON INTIMATE TERMS WITH THE WORLD
  33. IT WAS YOU
  34. HENRY, THE COACH IS BREAKING
  35. OKAPIA JOHNSTONI
  36. SINCE YOU’RE ALREADY LYING HERE
  37. THE OPPOSITE IS TRUE
  38. FREDERIK
  39. EPILOGUE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  41. A NOTE ON THE AUTHOR
  42. A NOTE ABOUT THE TRANSLATOR

“Marlies? Are you listening? There’s been enough dying. Death hasn’t exactly made himself scarce recently. I strongly recommend you don’t throw yourself at him.”

“Your recommendations are always shit,” Marlies said.

She sat directly under the hook on which her aunt, that bad-tempered, intolerable woman, had hanged herself.

“How did you get ahold of Palm’s gun?”

“Palm was drunk. He slept so soundly, I could have cleaned out his entire house. Now get lost. It’s time to put an end to it all.” Marlies looked at me. Her eyes were wilder than Palm’s used to be.

Of course, I thought. It is time to put an end to it all when you put all you’ve got into making sure no one wants to visit. When you haven’t chosen any of the things that surround you. When you don’t like anything, not any suggestions, no frozen dishes, not a single item in the gift shop, it certainly has to end sometime when everything is all blurry.

I had always thought that time passed Marlies by because her days were all identical and left no trace. But that wasn’t true. Time did pass for her, and the worst was: it passed pointlessly.

I leaned my head against the open window. “Please let me in.”

“Disappear. Just go away.”

I thought of Martin and what he wrote in my poetry album. He had leafed through it to the last page and written in his neat, child’s handwriting: “At the very end I’ve taken root / to keep all others from falling out.” When Elsbeth sent us to Marlies’s house afterward because someone had to check on sad Marlies, Martin showed her his entry and said, “Just like you, right? You took root at the end.”

Marlies didn’t understand. But Martin was convinced that Marlies must have moved to the end of the village and was so intolerable because she’d been invented to keep any criminals from attacking us from behind.