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Chapters (49)
  1. What the Heart Remembers Most
  2. Praise for M. Ullrich
  3. By the Author
  4. Acknowledgments
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-one
  27. Chapter Twenty-two
  28. Chapter Twenty-three
  29. Chapter Twenty-four
  30. Chapter Twenty-five
  31. Chapter Twenty-six
  32. Chapter Twenty-seven
  33. Chapter Twenty-eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty-one
  37. Chapter Thirty-two
  38. Chapter Thirty-three
  39. Chapter Thirty-four
  40. Chapter Thirty-five
  41. Chapter Thirty-six
  42. Chapter Thirty-seven
  43. Chapter Thirty-eight
  44. Chapter Thirty-nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. 1,460 days, 11 hours, 12 minutes
  47. About the Author
  48. Books Available From Bold Strokes Books
  49. BOLDSTROKESBOOKS.COM

Dr. Melendez raised her hand. “Who is Meredith?”

“She’s my—”

“Caleb’s nanny,” Amanda said.

“Girlfriend,” Gretchen said over Amanda. Unease settled over the room.

Jax was breathing rapidly, and she really wanted to flee the situation. “Do you have your memories back or not?”

“I remember what you all told me.” Gretchen’s impending tears could be heard in her wavering voice. Gretchen wrote out a list and showed it to Jax and Dr. Melendez. A series of follow-up questions and answers were listed.

Jax couldn’t believe Gretchen knew any of this. The only real explanation was Gretchen was playing her. Was this all an elaborate plan to manipulate their relationship? Jax took over the questioning. “What did we do for Caleb’s first birthday?”

Gretchen lowered her head and clamped her eyes shut. “I don’t know.”

“What about his second birthday?”

“I don’t know.”

“What did you tell him when I moved out?”

“I don’t know!” Gretchen’s volume startled everyone in the room.

Jax stepped back toward the door. “You told him it’s better this way. I have to go.”

“Hang on,” Dr. Melendez said, standing. “I understand that emotions are running high, but we need to stay focused. Gretchen’s memories are jumbled right now, and that’s not unusual. Yes, this is a rare case.”

“Or she’s faking it,” Jax said bluntly, feeling completely numb and detached.

Amanda stepped forward. “Are you fucking kidding me?”

“I don’t think that’s the case,” Dr. Melendez spoke over them. “Symptoms like these are very hard to fake.”

“She’s an occupational therapist. She has knowledge of how the brain works after an injury.”

“And I’m a neurologist whose specialty is brain injuries.” Dr. Melendez’s firm tone made Jax close her mouth. “Believe me when I say we’re dealing with amnesia. I’m just unsure of the kind right now.”

“So, what do we do?” she said, barely reining in her annoyance.

“You can leave,” Gretchen said. “All of you.”

“The plan is to have Gretchen home next week.”

“That soon? Really?” Amanda’s skepticism was written plainly on her face.

“Yes. We’ll need to discuss it further, and you two will have to make some plans. I’ll want someone with her around the clock at first. She won’t be able to drive for six months at the very least, and the most important things will be comfort and familiarity. Going home will be a shock to Gretchen. Although we’ve discussed what her life is like now, her memories are still unclear. She’ll need help remembering what her everyday life is like.”

Jax’s head was already spinning with the thought of being forced to take part in Gretchen’s every day. She had gotten over that loss once, but she wouldn’t be able to do it again. “I don’t think I should be that involved.”

“Leave,” Gretchen said loudly.