Back We Met in December
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue: Jess
  4. Chapter One: Jess
  5. Chapter Two: Jess
  6. Chapter Three: Jess
  7. Chapter Four: Alex
  8. Chapter Five: Jess
  9. Chapter Six: Jess
  10. Chapter Seven: Alex
  11. Chapter Eight: Jess
  12. Chapter Nine: Jess
  13. Chapter Ten: Alex
  14. Chapter Eleven: Jess
  15. Chapter Twelve: Jess
  16. Chapter Thirteen: Alex
  17. Chapter Fourteen: Jess
  18. Chapter Fifteen: Jess
  19. Chapter Sixteen: Alex
  20. Chapter Seventeen: Alex
  21. Chapter Eighteen: Jess
  22. Chapter Nineteen: Alex
  23. Chapter Twenty: Jess
  24. Chapter Twenty-One: Jess
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two: Alex
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three: Jess
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four: Jess
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five: Jess
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six: Jess
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Alex
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Jess
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Alex
  33. Chapter Thirty: Jess
  34. Chapter Thirty-One: Jess
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two: Alex
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three: Jess
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four: Jess
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five: Jess
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jess
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Alex
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Jess
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Alex
  43. Chapter Forty: Jess
  44. Chapter Forty-One: Alex
  45. Chapter Forty-Two: Alex
  46. Epilogue: Jess
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Publisher

Jess is tying her shoelace. She looks up and beams at me and I feel something in my stomach give a sort of flip. I can’t help it – I grin back. Realising James is standing just to one side of her, I reach out a hand and shake his hand in greeting.

‘Hi,’ I say.

‘This is gorgeous,’ says James. ‘I’ve never been here before.’

‘Pretty nice, isn’t it? There’s a gallery inside,’ I say, realising as I do that James is the sort of person who’ll probably want to go in. I’ve nothing against art per se, but the prospect of wandering around a stately home looking at paintings doesn’t exactly fill me with joy.

‘And a collection of shoe buckles,’ says Jess. ‘I’ve googled. Anyway, shall we walk?’

‘Let’s go,’ James says, heartily. I realise this is probably as awkward for him as it is for me.

We set off through the gardens of the house. Jess stops to take a photograph of the Henry Moore sculpture, (because in Jess’s world if you haven’t Instagrammed it, did it really happen?) and while she’s standing with her phone, trying to get the perfect angle, James and I are left standing side by side, making conversation.

‘So I gather you two have been walking miles all over London?’ James says, looking at me intently. He’s very . . . solid. Golden. Like – oh my God, he’s like a Golden Retriever. Sort of healthy and sturdy and reliable. I have no idea why that just popped into my head, and now it won’t go away. The irony is that Jess would normally find that kind of comment funny, but under the circumstances . . .

‘Well,’ I begin, sounding very serious because I’m trying not to think about James as a Golden Retriever in a suit and tie, ‘it started because Jess didn’t know her way around.’

‘And Alex knows it really well because he spent loads of time here when his dad used to come up here for work.’ Jess appears beside us and finishes my sentence, looking at me sideways and smiling. She hooks a strand of hair behind her ear. She’s wearing a jumper and a dress that is patterned all over with tiny little rosebuds, and the necklace she told me her Nanna Beth gave her as a good luck charm before she moved up here. I blink hard and look away, wondering if I’ve been staring.

‘And Alex just seems to know loads of history about the places we’ve been,’ she continues, as if I haven’t just been gazing at her for what felt like ages. Maybe it was only a couple of seconds. Maybe – no, definitely – I need to get a grip.

‘That’s only because I’m a complete geek, with a weird memory for random stuff,’ I add.