Chapters (73)
- Cover Page
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- Chapter 1: Columbus, Georgia, October 1969
- Chapter 2: October 1969
- Chapter 3: October 1969
- Chapter 4: October 1969
- Chapter 5: October 1969
- Chapter 6: October 1969
- Chapter 7: November 1969
- Chapter 8: November 1969
- Chapter 9: November 1969
- Chapter 10: November 1969
- Chapter 11: November 1969
- Chapter 12: November 1969
- Chapter 13: November 1969
- Chapter 14: November 1969
- Chapter 15: November 1969
- Chapter 16: December 1969
- Chapter 17: December 1969
- Chapter 18: December 1969
- Chapter 19: January 1970
- Chapter 20: In-Flight to Hawaii, Friday, January 16, 1970
- Chapter 21: January 1970
- Chapter 22: January 1970
- Chapter 23: January 1970
- Chapter 24: January 1970
- Chapter 25: January 1970
- Chapter 26: January 1970
- Chapter 27: January 1970
- Chapter 28: January 1970
- Chapter 29: Flight Arriving in Hawaii, January 16, 1970
- Chapter 30: Return to Columbus, Georgia, Thursday, January 22, 1970
- Chapter 31: January 1970
- Chapter 32: January 1970
- Chapter 33: January 1970
- Chapter 34: January 1970
- Chapter 35: January 1970
- Chapter 36: January 1970
- Chapter 37: January 1970
- Chapter 38: January 1970
- Chapter 39: January 1970
- Chapter 40: January 1970
- Chapter 41: January, 1970
- Chapter 42: January 1970
- Chapter 43: January 1970
- Chapter 44: January 16, 1970
- Chapter 45: February 1970
- Chapter 46: February 1970
- Chapter 47: February 1970
- Chapter 48: February 1970
- Chapter 49: February 1970
- Chapter 50: March 1970
- Chapter 51: March 1970
- Chapter 52: March 1970
- Chapter 53: April 1970
- Chapter 54: April 1970
- Chapter 55: April 1970
- Chapter 56: May 1970
- Chapter 57: May 1970
- Chapter 58: June 1970
- Chapter 59: June 1970
- Chapter 60: June 1970
- Chapter 61: June 1970
- Chapter 62: June 1970
- Chapter 63: June 1970
- Chapter 64: June 1970
- Chapter 65: June 1970
- Chapter 66: June 1970
- Chapter 67: July 1970
- Epilogue
“I can hear the beer talking.” Eloise couldn’t keep her eyes off the trash can. “How many is it tonight? This morning I counted eight cans.”
“So now you’re counting the cans. You are something! I’ll drink as many as I want! Why don’t you see how many this one makes?” He picked up the trash can and dumped the contents out in the middle of the kitchen floor.
“Now start counting!” He grabbed for her arm.
Eloise moved faster and escaped his reach.
“I said, count those cans!”
Defiantly, Eloise fled the room.
“Don’t turn your back on me!”
Enraged, Sam slammed down the beer, stormed forward, and grasped the scruff of her neck.
“Stop it! You’re hurting me. Are you going to beat up a pregnant woman?”
Sam stopped. The statement startled him. “What?”
“You heard me.”
Sam’s demeanor changed. He wanted a child, but Eloise didn’t. He reached out, but she pushed him away, walking out in disgust.
Nora could hear them. She peered over the top of the stairs. She watched Sam pick up the trash, mumbling under his breath. Her mother’s words had surprised him as well as her. Was her mother really pregnant? Maybe she said that so he wouldn’t hurt her.
In the morning Nora crept down the stairs. Her mother wasn’t in the kitchen. Nora knocked on her door. “Mama, please come out.”
Silence.
“Mama . . . Mama. Come out. Talk to me!”
Nora heard the bed frame creak. The doorknob turned and Eloise stepped out. She looked awful. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying.
“Talk to me, Mama. Come out to the kitchen and I’ll make some pancakes for you.” Nora gave her mother a hug, trying to comfort her.
Eloise started the coffee. She sat at the kitchen table with her hands over her face.
“Mama, I heard you and Sam last night. Is it true, about the baby?”
Eloise hung her head. She avoided looking at Nora. “It’s . . . true.”
“Are you sure?”
“I saw a doctor last week. He confirmed it. I’m pregnant.” Eloise’s voice cracked as she stood up. Tears filled her eyes. For Nora’s sake, Eloise put her arms around her daughter.
“Oh, Mama. When?”
“Late February.”
“What are we going to do? Sam’s no good. You can’t expect him to give you any help with the baby.”
“Mind your tongue. Sam is the one who wanted this baby. He has to provide for us.”
“I hate him. He’ll get even worse after the baby comes!”
“Somehow, we’ll make it work. We have to. . .”
“We can’t stay, Mama. Sam will hit you again. He scares me!”