Back Toad
Chapters (34)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. FOREWORD
  3. I
  4. The goldfish, the pink chaise, the fly
  5. Lance Sterling fires his cap guns, Omar takes a bath
  6. Carlotta
  7. The scarred old toad
  8. The restless creeping of the worm
  9. The raised blade
  10. The Hung Far Low
  11. A ten-dollar car for ten dollars
  12. The country house
  13. The broken pencil question
  14. The morning pill, bedtime pill, two o’clock in the afternoon pill
  15. II
  16. A family of pastoral delinquents
  17. Rosen, Lance, Omar, Aram
  18. The toad’s peculiar poison
  19. The fewmet of the bully
  20. It’s nice shitting in the woods
  21. The Volcano Bar diet
  22. The first tomato
  23. The goddamn baby
  24. III
  25. The house almost atop the hill
  26. Rennel
  27. This place is hard to find
  28. A steely determination to die
  29. Siesta Time 24-Hour Laundromat
  30. The cat, the fish, and the toad
  31. EDITOR’S NOTE
  32. Also by Katherine Dunn
  33. A Note About the Author
  34. Newsletter Sign-up

“I never thought of Sam as lying, exactly. It’s more like he just makes a game out of everything.” She turned to look at me. Her face was tight. I could hear the chickens muttering softly. Carlotta leaned over the wire and emptied the rest of the water from the pan into their dish. Her black braids swung. The red dress climbed her thighs. We tossed them handfuls of leftover rice.

“They still don’t lay eggs. We haven’t gotten around to getting a rooster.”

“So you’re running a convent.”

She smiled, finally, briefly. “You know, men don’t feel the same about babies at all. Aram talks about it as though it’s going to be born ten years old and ready to become his disciple. He talks about how he’ll teach him calligraphy and painting and bring him up to be a Buddhist.”

“Has he decided he’s going to stay, then?”

“He never said. He’s here. That must mean something.” She kicked at the chicken wire. The hens puffed and scuttled. “But then, everybody else in the world is here, too, and that doesn’t seem to mean much.”

Somewhere behind the house Kate bleated. Carlotta shook back her braids and squinted at the sky. “He invites everybody to come and use the cabin whenever they want. There’s always somebody there. They come in here to eat. Aram spends all his time out there talking. He doesn’t care who it is. At night he tells me how brilliant they all are.”

“I’ve never seen the cabin.”

She looked down at herself. She smoothed the red cloth of the dress till it showed the round belly beneath her breasts. “There’s a path through the trees. Lichtenstein is out there now. And Rennel.”

She turned suddenly and walked toward the house. The pan banged against her thigh as she walked.

The brush was thick around the edge of the lawn. I pushed through. The path was almost invisible, but it widened. In the dark of the pines the underbrush was dead, leaving the bare red dirt and fallen long needles. The trees were close and the branches started high. I came to the beginning of a clearing and the sunlight broke through. A board cabin with pale, curling shingles. I could hear muffled voices coming from inside. There was a log on its side in front of the door. I stepped up on it and knocked.

A belly watcher I recognized from Figarty’s party opened the door. The room beyond him was smoky.

“Is there a password or something?”

He glowered. I’d read about them, of course, and seen a few childish imitations, but this was the original article.