She glances up, and I’m taken aback by the look in her eyes. I’ve never seen so much longing. And it’s for me. “Come here,” I order, my voice thick, and she obeys, looking at me with doe eyes, waiting for her next instruction. Her disposition, while recognizable, still floors me. How quickly she can go from pure fight to pure submission. How she bows to me like this. Me. A dark, fuck-up of a man pushing forty who can’t get his head on straight. “On your knees.”

Her hands meet my thighs, and my cheeks expand. Fucking hell. Whose bright idea was this, because I’m about to break? She must see the desperation in my eyes as she stares up at me, lowering to her knees as I continue stroking myself. I reach for her flushed cheek, struggling to push out air. “Open.”

Her lips part. Her hands hold the backs of my thighs. Her eyes sparkle. This is, categorically, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I demonstrate my approval, stroking her face as I rest the tip of my cock on her bottom lip. “You’ll take it all the way,” I whisper, leaving a shimmering trail of cum on her mouth. “And I’m going to come in your mouth.” Her tongue shoots out and licks, her eyes dancing. “You’ll swallow.” I push into her mouth on a suppressed growl, my stomach aching from tensing so much, my eyes closing as inch by inch she takes me. I fight to get hold of my control, my legs beginning to shake, my hand tightening around my shaft, restricting the pulsating veins. Fuck, I could come right now. I feel her hands tighten on my thighs, and then she pulls me onto her.

“Fuuuuuck,” I breathe, feeling for her head in my darkness, too afraid to look at her for fear of ending this sooner than I want. I need to let go of my dick. I start panting, clenching every muscle, preparing, and I loosen my hold on a strangled breath, moving my hand to join my other on her head. That’s it now. She has unlimited access.

She’s taken the power.

I’m not given any time to brace myself. Her hand drifts between my thighs and cups me, and my shakes take on a new level, my moans coming thick and fast as her delicate touch draws paths of fire across my balls, her hot mouth motionless around my dick. She circles my girth at the root. Licks around the head. Drops a tender kiss on the very tip. My heavy eyes peel open, my limp head falling. What I find when my vision clears is nearly my undoing.