Back This Side of Night
Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

But the kitchen was empty. Mostly empty. The original stove and fridge and dishwasher had all been yanked out, probably sold, leaving rotting holes like pulled teeth. Some of the linoleum had been peeled back, and torn-up strips of burlap were scattered all about. However, there was a leaking mini-fridge on the floor, a dented microwave and a rusted hot plate on the counter, and finally the source of the music Danny had heard earlier: an old Sony boom box.

Also, a police-band scanner and a couple of Motorola handheld radios in a small crate in a corner.

Now that he was here, Danny could finally make out that damn song. It was by Metallica, “The Day That Never Comes,” and that song threw him all the way back to Afghanistan, where he wasn’t chasing Eddy Rabbit anymore, but instead clearing some shitty mud house out in Nuristan Province; batting away flies crawling into his mouth and his eyes, and baking in his Interceptor body armor even in the deepest shadows, waiting for something to explode and someone to die. Always waiting. All the guys had listened to that Metallica song back then . . . back there. It was like their national fucking anthem.

He was eighteen, nineteen years old again, and scared shitless.

His bad eye flickered, threatened to go out.

He realized he was shaking.

He had to get outside. He had to get this place off his skin and out of his head.

He was running full tilt through the kitchen door when the sirens started.

—

EDDY WAS MAKING HIS WAY down to the water.

Danny could see where he’d stumbled along a thin path that had already been cut through the giant cane—which squared with Charity’s story—and maybe thought he could hear him breathing hard, stumbling and cussing up ahead. Danny kept after him, gulping big mouthfuls of the morning air and letting the sunlight strike his face; feeling better after shedding the dark and stink of the trailer, after leaving that ominous music behind. He’d never experienced anything like that before, but knew plenty of others who had. Guys who’d never quite left Afghanistan, friends who still felt like they were forever trapped in one of those mud houses. Like parts of them had been entombed there, and for some that was a certain, terrible truth—all the arms and legs that had never come back to the United States with them. Danny knew how lucky he was, but also knew he hadn’t survived all that shit only to come back home to Texas to get hurt. Not here, not now, not like this. He could just stop, not chase Eddy down into that thick foliage; let him disappear and try to track him down later. It wasn’t like Eddy had anywhere to go or the means to get there.

But he couldn’t, wouldn’t.