Back This Side of Night
Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

Later, getting dressed, he still hadn’t wanted to look at himself too long in their bedroom mirror, and driving over to the sheriff’s department, he’d tried not to catch his reflection in the truck’s windows.

All those damn, dark thoughts of his, and a few of her own that she needed to rid herself of.

Yesterday, when he was out of the house, she’d come across his papers in the kitchen, decided to glance through them quickly and see for herself the notes he’d made for the debate. Instead, she found the folder Joe Garrison had left. She had sat at their table for an hour and read far too much of it, all of Fox Uno’s horrors, and it had been far too hard to think about much else since then.

It had been a long damn drive for them both.

—

MEL FINALLY STOPPED AND STOOD BACK to take him in, all at once, as Jack—wrapped up in his car seat—watched them both with his big eyes. Vianey Ruiz had offered to watch the baby for the night, but Mel wanted him with her. She didn’t feel comfortable yet with anyone other than herself or Chris watching over their son.

“Jesus, babe, this is ridiculous. I look and feel ridiculous,” he complained.

“No, you look handsome. Professional. Serious.”

He held out his arms. “I look like the Grim Reaper.”

She laughed. “I’d still vote for you.”

“Well, there we go. One solid vote. Maybe I won’t lose this thing in a complete landslide.”

She crossed her arms and leaned against his desk. “You’re not going to lose, Sheriff Cherry. I have a good feeling about this.”

“I have all sorts of feelings, none of them good. Do you know I’ve never run for anything? Not student council president, nothing. I didn’t even run for this office the first time around. They handed it to me.”

She moved closer, took his smooth face in her hands. “Chris, they gave it to you because you were the only man worthy of it. You’re going to be fine tonight. It’s just like taking the football field. No one who’s ever come out of this shitty little town has ever thrown a football like you. No one.” And that was true. She’d watched him launch those balls heavenward at Baylor, then again out in the yard of his parents’ house in Murfee. The night he was shot, he’d thrown those balls so high they were probably still up there, never to come down. “And no one . . . no one . . . has ever cared as much about this shitty little town, and the people in it, as you do.”

She added, “And if they don’t see that, fuck ’em.”

He laughed. “Lady, you do have a mouth on you. Does your boyfriend know you talk like that?”