Back The Third Daughter
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Part I
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Part II
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Part III
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Epilogue
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. Glossary
  60. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  61. About the Author
  62. Buenos Aires, 1996
  63. About the Book
  64. Ezrat Nashim Poster
  65. Reading Group Guide
  66. Praise
  67. Also by Talia Carner
  68. About the Publisher

When she finally permitted Batya to peer in the mirror, she grinned so widely with pride that Batya suppressed her shock at the woman—not a girl—who stared back at her. She wanted to wipe the paint off her face. “It’s not me,” she whispered.

“Better that you feel this way. You’ll be able to distance yourself.” Rochel spread Batya’s blue taffeta dress on the floor and opened its center. “Pretend you’re an actress onstage. You can also choose a different name.”

Batya had never seen an actress, nor a stage. “What kind of a different name?”

“Something Spanish. Let’s find a name that’s not already taken.” She ticked off a list of strange names as she helped Batya into her dress. “I got it. Esperanza. We haven’t had an Esperanza for a while. It means ‘hope.’”

Hope was a good word. “Es-pe-ran-za,” Batya said slowly, uttering the unfamiliar syllables. “Esperanza.”

Nettie entered to check on their progress, carrying a feather boa.

“Meet Esperanza,” Rochel said.

Nettie twirled the boa around herself and pivoted twice. “A good name. With a name like Batya, Jewish men would think they’re screwing their mother or sisters.”

Rochel sighed. “She’s gained weight. I can’t button the dress.”

Nettie dropped her boa around Rochel’s neck and pulled at Batya’s dress herself. “Let me see what I can do.” She left and returned moments later with scissors, a suicide tool that was never left unattended around Batya, and a wide silk ribbon. She slit the back of the waist to release the fabric and tied the ribbon as a belt to cover the gap. Then she adjusted the front, lifting most of Batya’s breasts out of the confines of the dress to form a cleavage Batya had never had before.

“Go get them,” Nettie said, and clapped her hands.

“Make money to bring your family out of Russia,” Rochel whispered.

Her first evening. Not a captive chained to the bed, but a captive nonetheless.

Batya thought of the lessons her friends had taught her—how to tie a man down with silk scarves, or disrobe playfully—and couldn’t reconcile them with the person she was. She certainly would never use her tongue and fingers all at once the way the sisters had shown her. Perhaps Esperanza would be able to initiate such acts. It would be Batya, though, who would remember to douche with vinegar between clients, to cleanse herself of the filth.

She stood at the bottom of the stairs, clutching the railing. The pavilion was in her full view, yet her feet refused to move toward it. I can’t do it.

A slap on her bottom jolted her, and she heard Freda’s gravelly voice behind her. “Get going.”