Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Part I
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Part II
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Part III
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Glossary
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- Buenos Aires, 1996
- About the Book
- Ezrat Nashim Poster
- Reading Group Guide
- Praise
- Also by Talia Carner
- About the Publisher
The sun was too bright. Batya shielded her eyes, then shuffled around a neatly coiled rope. Just as she reached the first stair, she heard a yelp from the sailor. She turned to see his head and torso emerge from the top of the ladder at the same time as Shayna hurled herself from the balcony. Flailing arms and legs, she hit the water with a splash, then disappeared.
“No!” Batya screamed, and rushed to the railing.
In one push of arms and shoulders, the sailor hoisted himself off the ladder and onto the deck. He grabbed Batya from behind as her eyes searched the water, hoping for Shayna’s head to rise. His arm gripped her neck, almost choking her, and pinned her spine to his chest. His knee pressed into her as he pushed her toward the stairs.
“No!” Batya screamed again. But Shayna was no more.
Chapter Fourteen
The cabin Batya was led to was nothing like the first. Lined in rough-hewn wood, the tiny space contained two narrow cots fixed into the wall, one above the other like shelves, a thin mattress and a sheet on top of each. There was no ladder to reach the top cot, and she was too weak to raise herself onto it.
On a hook she found one of her muslin slips but none of her dresses, and no shoes. In spite of the warmth of the cabin, Batya wrapped herself in the frayed sheet the sailor had given her, now dry and caked with salt, and sat on the bottom cot, rocking herself. How could she face Moskowitz’s sister looking as she did, as stained with shame as she was? She wished she had followed Shayna into the water.
A pail stood in the corner, containing cloudy water. Batya lowered her head into the pail. The water seeped into her hair roots, and the image of Shayna jumping to her death gave Batya courage. She dunked her head fully and held her breath. Water filled her nostrils and bubbled into hidden paths behind her forehead, pressing. She fought the urge to breathe, but her body—or God—overpowered her and yanked her head out of the bucket. Sputtering water, she caught air. She tried again. Once more, her body betrayed her and pulled free, gasping for air.