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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

This is it – the seam separating the civilization of the island from the wild. Rows and rows of sharp teeth-trees jut from the ground. The depth is impossible; a thousand shades of green and brown, specks of matter floating lazily in the sunbeams that manage to break the thick clusters of leaves. The demarcation between their backyard and the treeline is disconcerting, like something man-made masquerading as natural. Moving closer, I see the whole thing is wrapped with a barbed-wire fence, signs hung against it at regular intervals read: DANGER. TRESPASSING IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED. RISK OF INJURY. The signs are worn and rusted, shrivelling at the edges, some with holes decayed straight through like caterpillar-gnawed leaves. I feel sickly suddenly and I’m sure it’s from a combination of exhaustion and a biological clock run entirely awry but there’s something about the close proximity of the trees, unmoving but coursing with life all the same, that makes me want to lie down again. I’ve never liked the woods. Then I swear there are eyes on me.

‘Mona?’

Whip round. It’s Sylvia.

‘Sorry,’ I say, startled. ‘I was just looking around.’

‘Not much to see back there,’ she says and chuckles a little to herself. She peels a pair of gardening gloves from her hands.

I press my palm flat against the side of my head, still disorientated. ‘No kidding. Didn’t mean to snoop.’

‘Not at all. Your room was ready a while ago but I didn’t want to wake you. Feel better?’

A breeze somersaults past: sea, earth, sun. Ought to be comforting. I realize I never actually admitted to my exhaustion; she just knew. ‘Yeah, actually. Thanks for letting me crash.’

Sylvia reveals a key from her overall pocket and hands it to me. The building I’m staying in, she says, is called Seiburt House.

‘Is this your first year here, then?’

I nod. ‘Going to try and get my bearings today.’

‘Are you from in-state?’

‘No – Indiana.’

‘Oh, gosh. What inspired the trek?’

‘I guess I felt like I needed to … get away from things? For a bit, anyway.’

Sylvia laughs. ‘You’re not old enough yet to be so world-weary.’ The statement’s not derisive, or patronizing, I don’t think; I get the sense she understands. ‘Do you want me to show you where the dorms are? I don’t mind taking you – they’re just back past the neck.’

‘Don’t worry, I don’t want to take up any more of your day.’ The heat, I notice, almost makes my voice sound different from normal, heavy on the air with a blurred, dull lowness.

‘Not at all. And days I give freely, anyway. Nights less so.’