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Chapters (53)
  1. The Source
  2. Dedication
  3. Contents
  4. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  5. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  6. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  7. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  8. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  9. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  10. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  11. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  12. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  13. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  14. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  15. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  16. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  17. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  18. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  19. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  20. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  21. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  22. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  23. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  24. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  25. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  26. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  27. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  28. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  29. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  30. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  31. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  32. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  33. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  34. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1998
  35. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  36. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  37. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  38. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  39. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  40. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  41. Marie ~ Just outside Warchester ~ 2006
  42. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  43. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  44. Carly ~ Deptford ~ 2002
  45. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  46. Marie ~ Deptford ~ 2004
  47. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  48. Marie ~ London ~ 2005
  49. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  50. Marie ~ London ~ Six months later
  51. Acknowledgements
  52. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  53. Copyright

‘Please, drink,’ he says, hunching towards me to drop a bottle of water into my lap. It sits like a cold slug in the dip between my legs as he glides back round us up to the desk.

‘Drink,’ he commands, suddenly sharp. I fumble with the lid, hands slick from burrowing under my legs.

‘That’s better,’ he says as I sip, cringing as a weird mineral aftertaste coats the inside of my cheeks. Who buys water in bottles when you can turn on the tap?

‘Something you will learn, Carly, as you continue to visit with us, is the importance of following a direct order. The importance of doing what you are told, by your superiors, without fear, favour or question.’

I swallow again, even though there’s nothing left in my mouth.

‘Your brother here,’ he says, frowning as the box crackles again, 63‘is one of our most promising recruits. Of course, he would be, being from such decorated, noble military stock…’

I sense Jason stiffening beside me.

‘You see, Jason understands, instinctively and guilelessly, the importance of enabling the challenges we set before him—’

‘So why did you bring me here, then?’ I interrupt, suddenly electric with fury. Yet again, it’s Jason who’s the war hero, except I’m the one stopping Ma killing Kayleigh just by forgetting she’s there one too many times.

The head swings round in surprise, sliding towards me with another creepy laugh-like grin.

‘Spirited too, I see … I like that. I’m not surprised, of course. I would expect nothing less from this particular family.’

I blink at him. His grin looks like it’s been painted on.

‘I understand you have a new baby sister too now, is that right? Little Kayleigh? Gosh, those early months can be so difficult, can’t they…? So emotionally draining and tiring … Now, let me assure you, Carly, we consider it our duty to ensure Jason is able to help provide for you and your sister, given your mother’s, shall we say, struggles…’

He cocks his head to the side again as he stares back at me. My throat closes over.

‘I’d like to make sure Jason can continue to do so,’ he says. ‘From what he tells me, it doesn’t seem like your poor mother is going to be able to do so herself anytime soon. She is lucky to have another daughter as dutiful and intelligent as yourself.’

Now the head swims in front of me as tears prick at my eyes. Don’t talk about Kayleigh, I think. Don’t make this place about her.