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Chapters (53)
  1. The Source
  2. Dedication
  3. Contents
  4. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  5. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  6. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  7. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  8. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  9. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  10. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  11. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  12. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  13. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  14. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  15. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  16. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  17. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  18. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  19. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  20. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  21. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  22. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  23. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  24. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  25. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  26. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  27. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  28. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  29. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  30. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  31. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  32. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  33. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  34. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1998
  35. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  36. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  37. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  38. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  39. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  40. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  41. Marie ~ Just outside Warchester ~ 2006
  42. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  43. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  44. Carly ~ Deptford ~ 2002
  45. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  46. Marie ~ Deptford ~ 2004
  47. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  48. Marie ~ London ~ 2005
  49. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  50. Marie ~ London ~ Six months later
  51. Acknowledgements
  52. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  53. Copyright

‘She was my sister,’ I say, resolve hardening with every word. ‘Kayleigh. She’s Baby Girl A. Technically she’s my half-sister but that never mattered to me. For a while it was only me, Ma and Jason, but the scroungers showed up soon as Ma started flashing her army cash. They paid her his military pension – at least that’s what I was always told, anyway. I never knew anything about my dad, just that he died a soldier … for all the good that ever did us.’

‘They gave you his army pension, even though you never knew him?’

‘Yes … until Ma let one too many chancers in on the secret. By the time Kayleigh came along it was all gone. We didn’t have a bean. She was so innocent and helpless … I’d been taking care of myself forever, then I had to take care of her too. I didn’t have any other choice.’

‘Choice? What do you mean?’

‘The army gave us everything we needed in return for … well, you know. Jason was the one who sorted it all out, he’d joined up long before. We never had enough to eat, let alone clothes, or baby stuff. And Ma could hardly get off the sofa…’

‘Are you telling me you were one of the original victims? You?’

I nod as he looks at me in worn horror.

‘They wanted me to bring her in too, so I shopped them. I couldn’t … Who could? Kayleigh was the only reason I ever 226agreed to testify … to try and keep her safe, to try and make sure she had everything I lost. It was like I got a second chance when she was born, like life just started up again right before my eyes. She was how I could make it all right … I testified against them all, went over every last bit of detail, so she’d get looked after. At least I thought it was against them all…’

I trail off into the train’s squeal as it leans into its final approach to London.