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Chapters (53)
  1. The Source
  2. Dedication
  3. Contents
  4. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  5. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  6. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  7. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  8. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  9. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  10. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  11. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  12. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  13. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  14. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  15. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  16. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  17. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1996
  18. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  19. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  20. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  21. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  22. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  23. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  24. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  25. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  26. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  27. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  28. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  29. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  30. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  31. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  32. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  33. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1997
  34. Carly ~ Warchester ~ 1998
  35. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  36. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  37. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  38. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  39. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  40. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  41. Marie ~ Just outside Warchester ~ 2006
  42. Carly ~ London ~ 2001
  43. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  44. Carly ~ Deptford ~ 2002
  45. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  46. Marie ~ Deptford ~ 2004
  47. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  48. Marie ~ London ~ 2005
  49. Marie ~ London ~ 2006
  50. Marie ~ London ~ Six months later
  51. Acknowledgements
  52. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  53. Copyright

I peer at the cans of Red Bull, stacked as high as they’ll go above the Cokes. If they weren’t such an awkward shape I could get a load more of them into the space between the shelves … damn. I trot up to the tills, leaving my trolley behind, loaded with the drinks I can’t fit. I know they’ll be in any time now. It’s always straight off their break at 2.00 am, and who knows how many drinks they’ll need tonight. The towers fell exactly one week ago, but they seem busier every time. I scan the tills, squinting into the dark beyond the entrance.

‘The papers are here,’ Moe calls to me from a few aisles down. ‘Come out back, can you?’

I skip back down the aisle, arriving as Moe does, at the entrance to the storeroom. I’ve read so many newspapers, watched so much telly this week that I am actually starting to feel like the different person I’m supposed to be. Bit by bit, Carly’s disappearing, as I crowd my head with horror stories. I’ve stared and stared at the picture of a man, plunging to the ground perfectly in line with one of the towers. The Falling Man, suspended in upside-down perfection. Who was he? Nobody knows anything for sure, except for the fact that he’s dead. I’ve read every account of how the bodies sounded when they landed. How they may have even killed other people if they hit them before hitting the ground.

‘It’s a bit early for the papers, isn’t it?’ I flick a look at the telly on the desk. More maps of Afghanistan. I know what and where it is now. I could draw it.

‘I split the suppliers,’ Moe says, hurrying through the boxes to the back door. ‘Some are printing earlier than others. So I figured 219staggering them would sell the most. Everyone’s desperate … We’ll shift these in no time then send out another load at four.’

I shiver as I follow him out into the dark. It seems right that the temperature has dropped since everyone’s decided the world will never be the same again. I jump into the back of the open truck before it’s finished reversing, snatching just a second or two with the front pages by myself.

‘Tora Bora? What’s that?’

‘Eh?’ Moe looks up from the tarmac. He’s already down and out with his stack.

‘Tora Bora … wait…’ I reread the sentence. ‘They are caves, apparently.’ Caves? Where? Moe’s already inside the storeroom as I look up.

‘You can read it later, come on,’ he shouts over his shoulder.

I jump down, trying to read as I walk. Tora Bora? I stumble as I crash into Darren walking back out to the truck.

‘Sorry,’ I say, clutching the papers to my chest as I flush. My head went straight into him.