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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

Finally, she said: “Ask me anything you want to, and then we’ll never talk about this again.”

So Ezra stared up at the ceiling for a long minute and said: “Do you ever miss it? Do you ever feel like you should have made different choices?”

And Frankie, unequivocally, emphatically said: “No.”

So Ezra nodded, and then, because he was a man who honored his promises, he never said another word, not when she and her mom were fighting a few months later that summer in the Hamptons when he visited, not when she was starting her job search their senior year and he could have applied to law school at UCLA or USC or anywhere that they could have lived parallel lives. And years later, it dawned on Frankie that maybe if she hadn’t asked so much of him, maybe if he’d pushed her, they’d have found a better way to battle. Maybe a better way to love. But they didn’t; they hadn’t. And so the next time they did indeed fight, fully a year later, it was the one that broke them.

Today, Frankie stared at the girl whose room she’d crashed in last night, and the girl stared back, unwavering, her flip phone in her hand again, poised to call the cops.

“Look,” Frankie said, “I’m sure we can work this out.” She was tired, so goddamned tired. “What’s your name? I’m Frankie.”

After a long, skeptical pause, the girl said, “I’m Zoe.”

And Frankie said, “Great, Zoe, let’s make a deal. I absolutely must get the CD back. Technically, it’s stealing if you keep it.”

“Technically, it’s breaking and entering if I report it.”

Frankie felt her nostrils flare. She didn’t have time to waste here, and yet she couldn’t keep going without the disc.

“What do you want? Money?” She pulled out her pockets. “I have no money.”

Zoe tapped her foot and stared past Frankie thinking. Then: “If you need this so badly, then this is what I want: I want an apology.”

Frankie flexed her jaw. She could do that. What was so hard about doing that?

Zoe laughed, though Frankie could tell it was pitying, not humorous. It was true that Frankie Harriman was spectacularly bad at apologies, but so what. For her clients, she’d do anything.

“Fine,” Frankie said. “I’m sorry.”

Zoe laughed again and popped the CD out of the Discman, then threw it toward her. “That wasn’t really all that difficult, was it?”

It was, though Frankie didn’t know why it had to be.

“I’m keeping the Walkman,” Zoe added. “Consider it my overnight fee.”

“Sure, sure—” Frankie started, but then Zoe gazed off, distracted by something in the distance. Her eyes narrowed, and she jutted her head forward.

“Isn’t that your boyfriend?” she said, gesturing toward a building down the way. “I’ve changed my mind. I want to hear his side before I agree to anything about the cops.”

So Frankie looked where Zoe did, and there was Ezra, sitting on the steps of stupid Burton Library. Before she could protest, Zoe had mounted her bike, which had enormous treaded tires and pushed through the snow, and was headed toward him like a bullet, Frankie’s apology be damned.