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Contents (101)
  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

Gregory entered like Ezra’s suite was his own, plunked the alcohol onto the mahogany desk, and flopped on the bed, rolling onto his back to unwrap his scarf and unzip his bright red puffer jacket. “Drink, my friend, you must drink. It’s the only way to see this through.” He rolled back over, then pushed up to his elbows and eyed Ezra.

“I’m fine,” Ezra said. “I’m totally fine. I’m better than fine.”

Gregory gave him a long up-and-down stare, as if his gaze were a lie detector, then he hopped to his feet and grabbed one of the bottles and took a swig. “You know that she’s here, right?” Gregory didn’t need to elaborate: she was Frankie. Ezra didn’t bother to ask how he knew such things because Gregory always knew such things.

“Mimi’s coming,” Ezra offered. “So I’m honestly fine. She’s flying from Kansas City to Chicago tonight, Hartford in the morning—I have a car bringing her.” He grabbed his bright blue iBook from the desk. “I was just about to check on her flight.”

“Mimi.” Gregory sniffed.

“I’m sorry again,” Ezra said.

Gregory shrugged like he knew there was no use in holding it against him. “I’m just saying that Prague is significantly more awesome than Nantucket.”

“I know.” Ezra nodded. Because he did. “It was just . . . it turned into a thing.” He didn’t mean to sigh but did anyway. How could he explain that Mimi was upset that everyone else was bringing a plus-one to the retreat while her plus-one was in Prague with his college buddy, and so, rather than disappoint her, he canceled his own plans.

Gregory moved on and refocused. “Your shirt is buttoned wrong,” he said, and Ezra glanced down at his plaid flannel (College Chic!). Gregory’s always-animated face slowed for a beat, and Ezra knew he was worried. He was one of just a handful of Ezra’s friends, well, really his only friend, plus Frankie, who knew how deeply his anxiety used to run straight through him.

“This doesn’t mean I’m not fine,” Ezra said, unbuttoning, then rebuttoning, but Gregory held the bottle between them until Ezra finally sighed and reached for it and drank. It burned all the way down, deep into his gut, and he shuddered.

“Special Portland blend.” Gregory smiled. “I know a guy.” He paused. “We used to know each other intimately but fortunately now are still on speaking terms. Because, you know, the booze.”

Ezra took this to mean that Gregory was still happily single, as he had nearly always been since he’d come out their senior year. Ezra never understood his rotating lineup of men, how it didn’t unnerve him not to have a steady partner, how Gregory seemed to delight in the chase. For Ezra, the chase was the most arduous, exhausting part. Give him the evenings in pajamas and Blockbuster rentals, give him morning breath and bed head, give him the assured companionship over dinner, the shared New York Times crossword, the intimacy of being on a first-name basis with her parents.