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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

Mimi’s face froze and then crumbled, and she sank back on the windowsill. “Kmart? This is about Kmart?”

And at this Bruno said, “As intriguing as this is, I’m gonna need you to keep your voice down. This is still a library, miss.”

And she turned to him and bleated, “It is New Year’s Eve and we are the only ones here, so please forgive me!”

And now Ezra was truly mortified. “Mimi, please,” he whispered. “Please, let’s just sit calmly and talk about this.”

“Talk about what?” she cried. “Kmart? That, like, your friend ‘Gregory,’ ”—she said that like it wasn’t really his name, which Ezra really did not understand—“saw me taking, like, a lipstick. A lipstick! Who cares? It’s Kmart; they have a billion dollars, and I do not!”

“I’m not upset about Kmart,” Ezra said.

“Then maybe we should talk about Frankie!” Mimi said, and Ezra saw Bruno cock his head like this was getting interesting. “What ever happened to loyalty? What ever happened to honesty?”

Ezra knew she was deflecting because it was easier to point fingers than be pointed out. He’d never taken the bar, but he’d been to law school, and he recognized the technique. He breathed in, breathed out. Did it one more time. He could do this on his own. He didn’t need Frankie there to calm him.

“Mimi, this is about honesty, actually. Just tell me why you didn’t get on your flight,” he said. “It’s a simple question with a simple answer.”

Mimi was truly beside herself now. Her cheeks were raging red, her nose dripping, and she was practically levitating with indignation. She reminded Ezra of a cornered animal who was willing to lash out at anything, anyone, even those who meant it no harm.

“Fine! Fine! I didn’t get on the flight because I missed it, ok?”

Ezra felt his stomach unwind. That was reasonable. That was believable! Then it occurred to him that if the explanation were simply this innocuous, she would have told him. And in the past, he realized, he would have accepted such things: that she’d answered his question, and even if something about it didn’t sit quite right, he didn’t want to peel back any other layers because he intuitively knew that he wouldn’t like what he’d find. He thought again of Frankie, how when she’d told him she was pregnant, he’d started making plans. Maybe he should have peeled back some of her layers. Maybe then he’d have seen the whole of her, and even if it had been ugly, uglier, he could have loved that part of her too. He would have, he knew now, watching Mimi. He would have loved the whole of it, the whole of her.

“If you just missed your flight, why didn’t you tell me?” Now, even if it meant confrontation, even if it meant saying difficult things, he wanted to know the truth. He was keenly aware of how profoundly different this was for him, how profoundly new.