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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“And did you? Did you tell him?” Frankie asked, though she already knew the answer. Because Mimi was still here, and Ezra still planned to propose and have a future with this woman. Ezra, her Ezra, the lawyer at least, would never have white-knuckled it through a shoplifting charge.

“No,” he said, looking a little embarrassed. “I mean, (a) how was I to know that it was going to last? And (b) he’d been through so much with his mom and all of that, I didn’t want to make anything worse.” He shrugged. “He seemed happy, you know?”

Frankie, who had seen plenty of atrocious behavior over the years, started to defend her. “Look, there are worse things,” she said. Because there were. And though Frankie did have plenty of shit of her own—on that Gregory was correct—one of her few redeeming qualities was that she did not judge. She didn’t judge her clients’ drug indulgences, she didn’t judge Ezra’s panic attacks, she didn’t even judge Mimi’s shoplifting habits. If she stood in judgment, she also knew she’d have plenty to answer for, and really, it was easier not to. She reiterated: “I mean, it’s not my business, but again, there are really worse things in the world.”

“Well, sure. Like turning down his proposal hours before he was set to graduate and then abandoning him for his move to New York.”

“Oh, fuck off, Gregory,” Frankie snapped. “I never planned to go to New York with him. He just never heard me when I tried to tell him.”

Gregory fell silent and turned back toward where campus stood in the distance.

“Come on,” he said finally, slipping his arm through hers, as if they were linked now, though Frankie didn’t know by what. “Don’t you have a bridesmaid’s dress to put on? And we have a new century to greet. And I, for one, could use a drink.”

Frankie didn’t bother saying she was sober. After last night, that felt like a technicality. Or maybe that was worse: that she went ahead and made such a mess of everything here and had nothing and no one to blame but herself.

TWENTY-EIGHT

Ezra

THREE THIRTY P.M.

Mimi kissed him as soon as the door swung closed. And really kissed him, which Ezra certainly didn’t mind but wasn’t really like her if he were being honest with himself. But for a good thirty seconds, as his hand snaked its way up her shirt and then under her bra, he wasn’t—wasn’t honest with himself, that is.

She tugged her shirt over her head. “I’m going to remind you how much you missed me,” she said, her voice low and breathy. “I’m going to blast that girl’s name right out of your head forever.”

Ezra pulled his lips off her neck. “What? Who? Frankie?” And then he remembered how not even half an hour ago, he was kissing Frankie. His brain buzzed with static, and he wished he’d brought a second Xanax, but then who could have known what a mess he’d make?