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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“And Alec? What happened to him?”

“Oh, that boy bolted.” Gregory laughed, like this was in any way hilarious. “Ran back inside, tossed the keys at us, and fled. He could be in Canada by now.”

Frankie rubbed her temples. “So we didn’t hook back up with him after Lemonhead?”

“Well, I stayed.” Gregory made a face like he knew that had been the wrong decision.

“You stayed?”

“Uh, yeah. The bartender who gave me the ice pack also threw in a shot of tequila, and I thought I was getting a vibe.” He flopped his hand. “It turned out that his vibe was just his general vibe and not necessarily a Gregory vibe, but who could have known that at the time?”

“Not your shining moment.”

“Your definition of ‘shining’ is subjective,” Gregory said with a grin. “Most people really do like me.”

Frankie wasn’t going to argue, because he was probably right, and she’d never been granted such a social luxury: to simply be well-liked as soon as she made an entrance. She’d never tried to be well-liked; she’d never tried at all actually. For a long time, maybe right until this moment, she’d worn that as a badge of honor. But what would be the harm, to have a bartender like you just because, to be amiable because it was the generous thing to be? She looked again toward the hotel. Ezra was almost always amiable because it was the generous thing to be, and Frankie had always thought of this as a weakness. Maybe that was just another lie she told herself because confronting how diametrically opposite she was to that graciousness was too onerous a task.

“And her? Mimi?” Frankie asked.

Gregory sucked in his breath, the air whistling past his teeth. “Well, Ezra really can pick them, that’s for sure.”

“Hey.” Frankie scowled. She thought of the kiss again.

“You decimated his heart.” He shrugged. “Just because you don’t see yourself as the bad guy doesn’t mean that you weren’t.”

Frankie started to argue but stopped herself. There were so many more important things right now other than relitigating the past. Besides, she didn’t know how much Gregory knew, and she also decided—right then—that she wouldn’t be judged for whatever he did know. Though surely there was judgment to be made. But first, she knew she had to figure out her own responsibility. Because for the first time in years, she realized that she had some.

“You know, it takes two to tussle.” She often said this—to her clients, to roadies, to dickhead executives at record labels—and now, she only just realized that Ezra was the one who used to say this all the time and that he told her it was because his mom used to pester him with it all through his childhood, how he couldn’t bring himself to correct her. Tango, Mom, it’s tango. Something about this pained Frankie: the thought of Ezra as a boy, that his mom was gone, that they had veered so far from each other that she only offered her condolences several years later, that she was wearing his grandmother’s ring while he was ensconced in room 303 with Mimi.