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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘No.’ She laughs. ‘He gave me a pony for my fifth birthday, a cow for my eighth and a pig for my tenth. I was milking by nine, ploughing by thirteen, and I had my own business raising geese for Christmas by fourteen. I can’t dress a goose,’ she declares with an air of triumph, having inadvertently stumbled on the answer to his question. ‘I always left that to Muriel, in return for a cut of the profits.’

‘Very enterprising.’

‘I love it,’ she confides with unashamed candour, ‘this life. It’s hard work, relentless … but there is nothing better than being outside, working the farm. I don’t think I was ever cut out for anything else. The school room was an alien environment for me. There was nothing worth learning there, not when nature could teach me everything I needed to know. I belong to the land. It’s part of me and I’m part of it.’

‘I envy you that. That sense of belonging. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that.’

‘Not at home? Where you’re from?’

‘No. I mean, obviously the city’s familiar, but it’s a dirty, noisy, bustling place – I never relished being there – and perhaps it can afford opportunities, but it never really afforded me any. I worked the shipyards out of necessity, not passion. It was a job, a wage. I never felt any affinity with it, not like what you feel. I can tell, listening to you talk like that – you talk from in here.’ Jack pats his chest with a furled fist. ‘From the heart, like.’

‘Yes … you’re right. My heart is here, in this, in all I do. Whenever I clear a ditch, or plough a furrow, sow a field, pleach a hedge … I’m putting a little bit of me into it. Sometimes I don’t know where I stop and the farm begins.’

‘There’s poetry in that.’

‘Yes … yes, I think there is.’

As instinctive as Gwen’s connection is with the land, so is the herd’s sense of direction. They lead the way down the narrow country lane and when the farm gate appears, they turn into it, bellowing their arrival as they amble up the yard to the holding pen at the side of the milking parlour.

‘Never underestimate the intelligence of a cow,’ Gwen grins, as Jack exclaims his surprise. She swings the gate shut behind them. ‘They can outsmart the best of us if they choose.’

Gwen shoos the first few cattle inside. They trudge into their preferred stalls and wait to be relieved of their bloated udders. Gwen hands Jack a bucket of soapy water and a rag.

‘They need to be cleaned up before they’re milked,’ she explains, and shows him how to wash the mud and muck from the teats and milk sacs.