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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘It’s good enough and I can’t bear the thought of another day trapped in the office. I persuaded Dad last night to let me resume my duties. I have a present for you.’ She holds out a folded white coat that matches her own. He takes it, bewildered. ‘Today we make a dairy farmer out of you. Come on, I’m going to teach you to milk a cow.’

The lane is deserted as they go to collect the herd. The rising sun streaks the horizon with gold and stains the clustering clouds pink, while a fine mist hovers low over the fields, like the exhaled breath of a land stirring to life. The morning chorus is already playing at full volume.

The cows jog up the field when Gwen calls, their great hulks rippling. She holds the gate wide and they lumber through, steam billowing from their nostrils.

‘Watch out, they’ll happily trample you if you stand in their way,’ she warns and Jack drops back to the grass verge that glistens with dew.

The cows lead the way back to the farm, their bony hips rising and falling under thinly stretched hides, their purple-veined udders swelling between their hind legs. Kip saunters left to right behind them, occasionally falling back to investigate an enticing scent in the hedgerow, before sprinting to catch up.

‘You’ve been doing this forever, I suppose …’ Jack says, when the silence between them becomes strained. ‘Helping your dad?’

Gwen calls Kip away from something decomposing in the undergrowth. ‘Not at first. It was after Mum died that I started taking a real interest. I think …’ She looks off into the distance as she collects her thoughts. ‘I think when she died I became terrified that Dad would die too, and then what would happen to me? So, I’d follow him around to keep an eye on him – make sure he was all right.’

She smiles. ‘I drove Muriel mad. She’d leave me for five minutes stewing apple on the range and come back to find the apple burnt dry, the back door flung open and me nowhere in sight. Dad would send me back in with a flea in my ear, but it didn’t make any difference. I used to take off from school too. As soon as morning break came, I’d sneak over the playground wall and make my way home.’ Her laugh rings with impish delight. ‘When he was at his wits’ end, Dad offered me a deal: he’d let me help with anything he was doing, as long as I’d spent all day in school getting my education. That seemed fair enough.’

‘So, is there anything you don’t do?’