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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

It is dusk as they duck under the lintel. The air has grown chilly and Gwen’s skin protests at its cool caress. She regrets not bringing a coat for Tom at least, but he is too tired to moan about the cold. He drags himself along beside her, his hand loose in hers. The change in air causes Ted to start coughing. He tries to contain it as he roots for his cigarettes. He is still spluttering as he lights one but manages to draw the smoke deep into his lungs. It seems to work. He offers the pack to Gwen, but she shakes her head.

They have not long left the pub garden when Tom begins to whine.

‘Come here, lad, let’s be having you.’ Ted tosses away his cigarette and swings the boy onto his back. Tom links his hands around the farmer’s neck and rests his cheek against his shoulder blade.

‘Are you sure …?’ Gwen asks.

‘Yes, he’s fine.’

‘Well, if he starts to get heavy, I can take him.’

‘Gwen, he’s as light as a feather.’

They walk in silence, easy in each other’s company. Ted begins to pant as he reaches the top of the hill, the village falling away behind them, but he rebuffs Gwen’s renewed offer to take the boy. The wind susurrates through the trees and somewhere to their left a fox bark disturbs the hush, eerie in the dimming light, as threads of pink straddle the violet horizon – promise of a good day to come.

The white render of the farmhouse takes on an ethereal hue in the twilight. The windows stare blankly down on them and Gwen wishes now she had drawn the curtains before they left. As their steps dwindle to a standstill, she reaches for Tom.

‘I’ll carry him up for you,’ Ted offers.

‘Oh no, you’ve carried him far enough,’ Gwen says, guiding the sleeping boy into her arms. His eyelids flicker momentarily, but the realisation he is safely in his mother’s grasp lulls him back into slumber.

‘I don’t mind. I like to help.’

Gwen detects an uncharacteristic gravitas in Ted’s words. She hesitates. ‘I know.’

The breeze pushes a strand of hair across her cheek. She juggles Tom’s weight, freeing up a hand so she can tuck it behind her ear.

As they stand in the gathering darkness, the silence between them grows heavy with words unspoken. Tom shifts in Gwen’s arms, mumbling sleepily as he slides his thumb into his mouth.

‘I’d better get him in …

Bidding Ted goodnight, she starts through the gateway. She turns back on an afterthought. Ted has not moved.

‘Come for dinner tomorrow? Nora snared two rabbits today – Muriel is promising a stew of sorts.’

‘Thank you. I will.’

‘Goodnight, then.’