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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

The public bar is as busy as it ever was. The quarry-tiled floor beneath her feet is tacky with spilt beer and a wiry terrier is lapping up a puddle from beneath a bar stool. Gwen spots Nora in the far corner, playing to a crowded table of young men sporting drink-flushed faces, and she knows at once that the Land Girl will not be coming home. She is laughing loudly, her throaty rasp inviting and sensuous as she sits on the lap of the youngest Adler boy whose family farms across the valley, uncaring that the skirt of her dress has ridden up to expose more thigh than is decent. Gwen suddenly feels much older than her twenty-five years, and she is on the brink of abandoning her fruitless mission when Nora spies her through the fog of cigarette smoke.

‘Gwen! There you are! Come and join us. Move along, boys, let the lady take a seat.’

‘No, no really, I can’t sit down …’ Gwen stutters, halting the noisy seat shuffle. ‘Tom’s tuckered out, so I’m going to take him home. I just wondered whether you were ready?’

Nora rifles through the many cigarette boxes discarded amongst the drained glasses on the table until she finds one that isn’t empty. Helping herself, she calls for a light.

‘I thought I might stay on a bit longer yet.’ She leans across the table to cup the flaming match offered by one of her eager lotharios. She draws in and sits back, wriggling herself into a better position to address Gwen. ‘You don’t mind, do you?’ Tendrils of smoke carry her words.

‘Of course not.’ Gwen smiles stiffly. She stopped trying to influence Nora’s behaviour a long time ago. ‘Stay as long as you like.’

Nora gets to her feet. She whips the cigarette from her mouth and holds it away as she kisses Gwen’s cheek. ‘Thanks, darling.’ She tips her lips to Gwen’s ear. ‘Don’t wait up.’ She winks before plonking herself back down on young Adler’s lap. His arm belts her waist, securing her in position as she effortlessly insinuates herself back into the raucous conversation. Gwen decides to leave them to it.

By the time she rejoins her table, Tom is barely able to keep his eyes open. She curses herself for not having had the foresight to bring her bicycle – at least then she could have wheeled him home – but now she must either cajole him into walking or carry him.

‘Will you be all right?’ Muriel asks, concern edging her voice as she chivvies the exhausted boy off the seat.

‘We’ll be fine,’ Gwen assures her, taking Tom’s hand, but doubt settles in as he rests his full weight against her.

‘Here, I’m heading off myself, I’ll come with you.’ Ted tips back the dregs of his beer.

‘You don’t have to …’

‘No, no I need to be getting back.’