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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Gwen hears her name being hollered from the bar and making her apologies she manages to extricate herself from Mrs Hamer’s company. Nora is stretching over a sea of shoulders, Gwen’s half pint in her hand. Gwen takes it as the beer’s creamy top oozes down the side of the glass. She brings it straight to her lips to draw off the excess, while Nora weaves her way through the throng to join her, breathless and giggling.

‘Blimey, what a crush. Everyone’s in such good spirits though. Cheers!’ She crashes her glass rather unnecessarily against Gwen’s, jolting more liquid over its rim.

‘Oh, did you get a drink for Tom?’ Gwen asks. ‘Tom, do you want a lemonade as a special treat?’ She looks down to her side, but the space that Tom had occupied is empty. ‘Where’s Tom?’

‘I thought he was with you?’ Nora says, licking froth from her top lip.

‘He was, just a minute ago.’ Gwen searches at Tom height through the forest of legs around her, but there is no sign of her boy. She calls his name, but it is lost in the general buzz of conversation. ‘Where is he?’ A lump of panic lodges in her chest.

‘Don’t worry, he can’t have gone far. You look here and I’ll go and have a look in the snug.’

Gwen begins to push her way through the main bar, her stomach knotting. The rational part of her knows he must be here somewhere, tucked into a corner, perhaps playing with other children from the village, but then it dawns on her that since their arrival she has seen no other children. They have all been left at home. She is the only mother irresponsible enough to drag her son out after bedtime to enjoy the frivolities of the victory celebration. She curses herself for allowing Nora to sway her. Setting her glass down on a table, she continues to work her way through the crowd, asking all those she knows if they have seen Tom. Their blank expressions elevate her fears. She thinks it is the stinging smoke that brings tears to her eyes, but she cannot be sure.

The back door of the bar hangs open offering a tantalising glimpse of golden light, and it suddenly strikes her that the inviting glimmer of evening sun might have enticed Tom into the garden – a quiet place of respite from the overwhelming noise. She begins to make her way towards the door and when she finds herself snagged by the hands of well-meaning neighbours, she pauses only long enough to ask, ‘Have you seen Tom?’ before moving on, blood pulsing through her veins.

When she at last escapes outside, the deafening babble drops away and all she can hear is the faint hum of the bumblebees on the flowering heathers that border the path before her.