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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Instead, as the crowd shifts and friends and neighbours mill past her, she finds herself pawed. She fields hands on her shoulders and arms around her waist as she is seized by those eager to share their goodwill and embrace her in celebration. She does her best to reflect their bon viveur. Such a wonderful day; oh, we just had to come, couldn’t miss this for the world; yes, it’s such a relief; thank goodness for Mr Churchill; our boys have been so brave; I don’t know what it’ll mean for rationing; I should think Nora will stay for a while yet, goodness knows I couldn’t do without her.

And then finally it comes, with the inevitability of thunder on a clammy day.

‘You must be looking forward to getting your Jack back! Won’t be long now, I’m sure, and all our boys will come marching home.’

Mrs Hamer, the baker’s wife, grins up at her, the wrinkles in her face softening with pleasure. She looks down at Tom. ‘Are you looking forward to your daddy coming home, young man?’

The direct address provokes a display of shyness and Tom buries his face into Gwen’s navy dress. She fights to maintain the equilibrium of her smile as she glances towards the bar to see if Nora might be about to rescue them, but the Land Girl is now embroiled with a cluster of lads from the Young Farmers, all drawn to her effervescence like moths to a flame.

‘Have you heard anything from him?’ Mrs Hamer persists. ‘My Joe telephoned – would you believe it? Mrs Morgan ran round from the post office to fetch me. But then, he’s stationed over here so it’s easier for him, I suppose.’

‘No, no I haven’t heard …’ Gwen says at last. She leans forward, lowering her voice as if she does not want Tom to hear. ‘The truth is, Mrs Hamer, I haven’t heard anything for such a long while that …’ She contrives an expression of dismay. Mrs Hamer is central to village life. She is loose-lipped – well-meaning perhaps, but a gossip nonetheless – and Gwen sees how she can turn the unfortunate conversation to her advantage. The baker’s wife clutches her glass of sherry to her chest.

‘Oh, but my dear, you mustn’t think like that. If something had happened you would have heard.’

‘Would I? I’m not even sure where Jack is. He was never one for writing – just the occasional letter, you know. They’ve been few and far between and over the past few months … She shrugs at her handiwork – truth gift-wrapped in lies.

‘Oh, Gwen, love, you mustn’t give up hope.’ Mrs Hamer grips her arm. ‘I’ll pray for his safe return.’