Back The Return
Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jack sits in the silent kitchen, his heart breaking. His return has not been well received, that much is painfully clear, but even so, he does not regret it. He always knew his chances of being welcomed back with open arms were slim, but he could not let the poor odds deter him. He had to come back. He had to try.

The door opens behind him. He twists round and seeing Gwen, he gets to his feet. She takes a deep breath and steps inside, resting her weight against the door as she pushes it shut.

‘What are you doing here, Jack?’

He has pictured this moment so many times: telling her everything. But now he is here, alone with her at last, he struggles to find the words, unsure where to begin.

‘I went home to Newcastle … The town was badly damaged, like. The shipyards took a battering … the city around … my street was gone.’

She appears taken aback. ‘Your mum …

‘I heard the drink got her before all that.’

‘I’m sorry.’

He shrugs awkwardly, wondering how he came to be talking about his mother. ‘There was nothing for me there.’

‘But there’s nothing for you here either, Jack.’

Her voice is firm, her manner cold.

She stands her ground and suddenly he realises she too has changed since he left – matured, strengthened – perhaps even hardened. And yet, he instinctively knows her essence is unaltered, that her sweet heart remains. She is still the same Gwen he laboured beside, stood beside … loved … all those years ago. He has seen it in the unguarded comments and subtle observations contained in her occasional letters. And though he cannot explain it, he feels it keenly now.

‘Tom … he’s a fine boy.’

‘He is.’ Her chin juts up. He sees the wariness in her eyes and wonders where it comes from. ‘And whilst I’ll always be grateful to you, Jack, we’re doing just fine the way we are.’

‘I just …’

‘He’s mine, Jack.’

‘I know …’

‘You have no claim on him.’

‘I know that, Gwen …’

‘Just like you have no claim on this farm.’

‘Of course I don’t. Gwen, this is your farm, your land …’ He cannot hide his confusion. He does not understand what he has said – what he might have unknowingly implied – to make her so defensive.

‘Jack, I agreed to do what I did because you made me a promise: no ties; no comeback. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m glad you’re alive … I’m pleased you survived the war … but I don’t want you here. There is no place for you in my life or in Tom’s life, and your coming here will only confuse and complicate things. So, you need to go. You cannot stay here. Do you understand? You cannot stay.’

‘Gwen, I need to …’