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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

They go in via the back door. There is a muted hubbub as Gwen and Nora rid themselves of their boots and Tom chucks off his wellies before running to hide in the front room. Jack sets his kitbag down in the corner and unties his laces, as Gwen snatches up the kettle from the range. She fills it at the sink, then plants it on the hotplate before lighting the paraffin. Another change, Jack notes without comment – the coal-burning range replaced in the name of economy.

Nora brings a cut fruit cake and a jug of the morning’s milk out of the larder and sets them upon the table, while Jack hangs back, absorbing every aspect of the familiar interior. He is overcome by a joyful sense of belonging he knows he has no right to feel. Gwen’s frostiness reminds him that even though he might long to consider it as such, this is not his home; he has no claim upon it. He does not even have the right to be here and yet he could not have stayed away. He watches Gwen as she takes the whistling kettle from the flame. For so many reasons, he could not have stayed away.

‘Take a seat, Jack, you must be exhausted.’ Nora draws out a chair and gestures him into it. He glances at Gwen and when she shows no objection – indeed, she does not look at him at all – he settles himself down. ‘I thought all you demobbed boys were supposed to get a suit?’ Nora continues. He cannot tell whether she is unaware of the simmering tension in the room or simply entertained by it. She slides him the mug that Gwen has poured.

‘Aye well, let’s just say the old demob suit wasn’t up to much, so me and some of the lads decided we’d rather keep with the uniform.’ He takes the proffered milk jug. ‘I’ve kind of got used to it, I suppose,’ he adds softly. ‘It’s done me proud.’

They drink their tea and pick at slender slices of cake in awkward silence. Gwen’s relief is evident as she looks at the clock.

‘Time for milking.’

Nora stands up and begins to gather up the mugs. Jack pushes back his chair.

‘I can help—’

‘No need,’ Gwen cuts him off. She already has the back door open, waiting for Nora, who glances between them, eyebrows hiked.

‘Mummy! I want to come!’ Tom races through from the hall and it crosses Jack’s mind that he has been listening, out of sight, the whole time. He darts Jack a guarded look as he snatches up his wellies from the floor, putting them on in record time to join Nora outside. Gwen draws the door to behind her.