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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Closing the door on her father’s contemptuous ghost, she allows the comforting sounds of Tom at play to carry her forward to the sitting room. The door is ajar and she pauses outside, listening. His childish prattle is balm to her troubled soul.

‘Come on, Tom, we’d best get you ready to go out.’

The boy scrabbles to his feet, the die-cast car that Ted gave him for his birthday clutched in his hand. The toy continues to leave Gwen with a sense of disquiet she is at a loss to explain. She had chided her neighbour for giving such an extravagant gift to a child who is too young to understand its value or treat it with the care it deserves. Already, it bears evidence of Tom’s careless play, its fragile epidermis of bright colour chipped away, exposing the drab metal beneath. But Ted had dismissed her reproof, his weathered face brightening at the sight of the boy’s unbridled delight as he ripped away the gaudy wrapping paper to reveal the treasure beneath. Perhaps her discomfort stemmed from the fact the car had made her own gifts – home-made trinkets and hand-knitted jumpers – seem so paltry in comparison. Or perhaps it stemmed from something else entirely.

Pushing the unsettling thoughts from her mind, she holds out her hand but Tom runs past her and up the stairs, each tread protesting his rambunctious ascent.

She follows more sedately, her hand on the bannister, her steps soft on the threadbare runner. By the time she reaches the landing, Tom has disappeared into his bedroom. Nora’s door is closed, but she can still hear the girl singing a popular jazz song, her voice husky and rich.

Tom has already stripped off his jumper and shirt and stands waiting for her in his vest. Gwen dampens a flannel with water from the jug on his washstand. He grumbles as she rubs about his face and neck, before drying him off on the towel that hangs over the rail.

She takes a clean shirt from the drawer of the tallboy and feeds his arms into the sleeves, then perches on the end of the bed to button it for him, Tom standing to attention at her knees.

‘Tom …’ she begins carefully, ‘tonight … people will be very happy … very excited …’

‘Because the war’s over.’

‘Yes, yes … it’s wonderful.’ She struggles with a button. ‘Some people might ask about Daddy, Tom. They might say things – like Nora did – about Daddy coming home.’ Her mind is racing as her tongue twists around the lies she must weave. Tom gazes at her with clear blue innocence. ‘Tom … Even though the war is over … there is no guarantee Daddy will come back. I don’t want you to get your hopes up …’

‘But why not? If the war is over, why can’t he come home?’