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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘The letters?’ Her laugh is hollow. ‘You didn’t believe them, did you? Oh dear, it was rather conniving of me but …’ She rejoices as his arrogant certainty gives way to ill-concealed confusion. She has wrong-footed him. She presses her advantage, no longer caring what he or anyone else thinks of her. She cares only for her son. ‘You see, Gordon, I was in a bit of a predicament. I had been … how do I put it … playing the field. You were the first to capture my heart but Jack Ellison … well, he proved persistent. He was so flattering and attentive and we were thrown together hour after hour, day after day and I found myself unable to resist … and unable to choose between you. And then I realised, perhaps I didn’t have to.’

‘You’re lying.’

‘I’m rather ashamed to say it, but I’m not. I suppose all the attention quite turned my head. But then I realised I was pregnant, and I knew from the timings … well, let’s just say I knew it couldn’t be yours. But I liked you Gordon and, even more, I liked the life you could give me. But then of course you announced your engagement and I realised just as I had been having my fun with you, so you had been having your fun with me. But I didn’t want to abandon the game straight away – I thought I’d try one last throw of the dice. So, I wrote those letters, to see if I could trick you into marrying me after all. But when it became clear you had no intention of standing by me or the child I was trying to palm off as yours, I had no choice but to ask Jack to do the right thing.’

‘Do you honestly expect me to believe that cock-and-bull story?’

‘It’s the truth. I’m not proud of what I did, what I’ve done, but it’s the truth. Jack Ellison is Tom’s father, not you, and those letters are just a pack of lies.’

‘I don’t believe you.’

‘Why? Because you can’t believe that I slept with another man while I was sleeping with you? What’s good for the goose is good for the gander, isn’t that what they say? Weren’t you making love to your fiancée at the same time you were making love to me? Two can play at that game, Gordon, and I certainly did. So, rest assured, Tom is nothing to do with you and never was. Now get the hell off my farm. You have no right to be here.’

She shoulders past him, forcing herself to take confident strides, willing her legs to hold though she is as unsteady as a newborn foal. She gets as far as the corner of the stable block before Gordon yanks her round.