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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

The tang of ammonia hits the back of her throat as soon as she opens the coop door. She delivers the hens to the straw-strewn shelves and soon they are chirruping with contentment as their thin eyelids beginning to droop. She fills their hoppers with grain and water, then draws the door shut behind her. A vixen screams from the copse behind the farm as she lifts the bar into place.

The night is still as she walks from the paddock, the leftover grain shushing over the bottom of her pail. She closes the gate and crosses the rough ground behind the buildings, before plunging into the shadowed passage between the stable block and the milking parlour.

‘You missed our meeting.’

She lets out a throttled cry as Gordon Allingham emerges from the darkness. He draws towards her, moonlight throwing his face into relief, revealing features that once quickened her heart with joy, but which now instil sheer terror. Her fingers tighten around the pail’s wooden handle.

‘What do you want?’

‘I want to talk to you. About Tom.’

Bile rises from her gullet as his voice caresses the name of her son.

‘There’s nothing to talk about.’ She attempts to pass him, but he sidesteps to block her.

‘We both know that’s not true.’

‘I know no such thing. You’re not welcome here, Gordon.’

‘Well, I’ve no intention of leaving. Not until I’ve said what I’ve come to say.’

‘And what’s that?’ Gwen’s temper bites. ‘What could you possibly have to say to me after all these years?’

‘I want my son.’

She thrusts out her chin, her heart hammering against her chest. ‘I can’t help you there.’ Her bravado is like gossamer. ‘I don’t know what delusion you’re labouring under, but if you think Tom is your son you are wrong.’

‘You can tell yourself that as much as you like, but we both know it’s not true.’ He moves closer. ‘Tom is my son. You seem to forget you told me you were carrying my child … and I have your letters to prove it.’

Gwen’s blood runs cold. Christ, the letters!

‘They prove nothing,’ she says, buying for time.

‘Really?’ He chuckles; the sound is chilling. ‘So, who are you claiming Tom’s father to be?’

‘My husband is Tom’s father.’

‘Is that so? That’s not what you wrote.’

Gwen had almost forgotten about the existence of her desperate missives, posted in passion. It had never crossed her mind that Gordon might have kept them, but if he has, they now put Tom in more danger than she could ever have imagined. She needs to mitigate their significance – by any means.