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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

He watches her go, then fills a bucket from the pump and sluices down the wall, before returning to the milking parlour to do the work of two.

She has surfaced again by the time he goes in late for breakfast. Jim is already seated at the table, an empty plate smeared with egg yolk before him, a half-drunk mug of tea at his elbow.

‘Finished at last, eh?’

‘Aye.’

‘Sit down, I’ve got your breakfast here.’ Muriel sets a laden plate in his place as he takes off his boots. His eyes stray to Gwen as she pours his tea.

‘Sorry to dump you in it.’ Her voice is soft as she sets the mug down beside him.

‘It’s nee bother.’ He is unsure whether he should enquire about her health in front of the others.

‘Clean overslept!’ she says brightly, as if reading his mind. She holds his gaze for a moment before turning away. ‘Haven’t done that in a while.’

‘You should have knocked on the door, lad, rather than plough on single-handed,’ Jim says.

‘Oh, it was no bother. I got into my rhythm and time flew by.’ He takes a sip of tea.

‘I think I’ll go back to setting my alarm clock.’ Gwen smiles brightly. ‘It won’t happen again.’

But the following morning, it does.

She makes it to the privy. Jack follows her out, leaving the cows restless in their stalls. He waits a discreet distance away. When she finally emerges she looks drained, but there is something else festering beneath the surface. He sees it immediately, though she stalks past without acknowledging him. She makes her way to the pump in the yard and cranks the handle with angry vigour, scooping the water with her free hand, splashing it into her face. She dries her dripping cheeks on her sleeve.

‘We should get back to milking,’ she says.

‘How far gone are you, Gwen?’

The flare of her eyes betrays her, though she blusters with indignant denials.

‘Don’t take me for a fool, lass. Green-gilled every morning? What else do you think it is?’

‘An upset tummy, nothing more.’

‘Aye, you keep telling yourself that.’

‘How dare you.’

She walks away from him, but he catches her easily and, though she protests with the vehement outrage of a manhandled suffragette, he marches her through the open mouth of the barn.

‘You said there were things I didn’t know …’ he fights to keep his voice even, ‘… when Gordon announced his engagement – things that you said would change everything. You thought the fact you were carrying his child would bring him round, didn’t you?’

She is breathing hard. Her limbs quiver.

‘Does he know?’ Jack demands, standing before her, hands on his hips. ‘Allingham? Did you tell him?’

‘Yes, he knows!’

He absorbs the blow of her anger. ‘And what did he say?’