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Chapters (45)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. CHAPTER 40
  44. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  45. FURTHER READING

He gave me his copy of The Grapes of Wrath to read, and it was like no book I had read before. I hadn’t read a novel in years, filling my head with vacuous magazines instead. I fell into a real world of hunger and poverty, where the small lives of the characters showed the unfairness of it, the wealthy taking so much from the poor. Men with sunburnt skin and sun-whipped eyes. When I read, ‘The sun was setting when the truck came back, and the earth was bloody in its setting light,’ I thought about Dad driving us away to Sydney in his truck and how we weren’t so different from the Joads, just a little less poor. We’d always had just enough to survive.

The next time we sat together Jim and I talked about the Okies and the Joads and how it was that big farms threw away food rather than feed people who were starving. How it was that people could do a day’s work and still not be able to afford to feed their children. I’d never read a book which made me think so hard. Jim said he wasn’t red himself but he agreed with some of the ideas of socialism. I felt stupid having to ask what those ideas were. He had a way of explaining it, though, that didn’t make me feel dumb for asking.

At other times he asked me to explain things to him. He wanted to know how the political system worked in Australia and why it was we were still part of England. He wanted to know whether I thought he should look to move out when he got home or go on living with his mother. If it was cruel to his mother to turn down her efforts to fix him up with her best friend’s daughter, a girl who was pretty, according to Jim, but only interested in talking about hairstyles and which girls were better- or worse-looking than her.

‘I’d been on a few dates with her before this tour. I mean, she looks good in a sweater but I grew tired of having to reassure her of that fact.’

‘Imagine being married to her,’ I said, staring out the window. ‘It’s not as though she’s going to change. People only seem to grow into their worst selves.’

Jim rubbed the back of his neck. He had been to the train’s barber that morning for a haircut and shave. There was the red speckle of a rash beneath his chin and I could see the contour of his scalp. ‘That’s a positive view of marriage you got there, Sarah.’

‘Well, if your parents were happy, good for you.’

‘I’m guessing yours aren’t?’

‘You’re guessing correct.’