Chapters (45)
- COVER PAGE
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- DEDICATION
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- FURTHER READING
I struggled with the door for a moment before sliding it open. The air I stepped into made me gasp. My eyes watered, cheeks tingled and my breath made clouds of vapour. San Francisco had been chilly but this was real cold. I had on only a thin cotton dress, a woollen jacket and a pair of nylon stockings, and the cold made me feel small inside my clothes. I looked out over the railing between the two cars and blinked for a moment. On either side of me mountains and rocks stretched towards the sky, which was only visible as a crisp ribbon dotted with stars. There was something light, almost glowing, on the ground and the stones, and I gasped when I realised what it was. My first glimpse of snow. It was white-blue in the moonlight, sparkling on the rocky landscape, making the ground glitter as the stars did. My teeth chattered and I grasped the next door and slid it open, the warm air of the carriage meeting me like a strange embrace. I might as well have been on the moon, it was all so different. I hurried through the second carriage, steeling myself for the icy air beyond, for the blast of night and cold. I wasn’t going to pause this time, but perhaps the engineer saw some wildlife on the tracks, deer or even a bear. The train let off its high, piercing whistle again and the sound carried on, lingering and mournful, echoing through the valley and bouncing off cliff walls. It was the eeriest sound I’d ever heard, that whistle, on its own in a valley of mountainside and granite, ice and snow. I wanted to gather it and place it against my chest, to warm it. But it belonged in this narrow, hollow place.