Back The Other Side of Night Save as PDF
Contents ( 78)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. Part One
  4. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
  41. Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Part Two
  45. Chapter 33
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Chapter 35
  48. Chapter 36
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Chapter 48
  61. Chapter 49
  62. Chapter 50
  63. Chapter 51
  64. Chapter 52
  65. Chapter 53
  66. Chapter 54
  67. Chapter 55
  68. Chapter 56
  69. Chapter 57
  70. Chapter 58
  71. Chapter 59
  72. Chapter 60
  73. Chapter 61
  74. The Beach
  75. Chapter 62
  76. Chapter 63
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. Praise for The Other Side of Night

Please let it be Jenny’s cat, she thought, and prayed she’d see her neighbour’s grey-and-black tabby emerge from the doorway. But nothing came, and the nagging inner voice that told her the poem was meant for her also warned her that whatever lay beyond that door was not as harmless as a cat.

Harri jumped when the lift doors slid open. She hurried inside and pressed the button for the sixth floor. She slumped against the side wall beside the console as the doors eased shut.

A hand reached into the gap.

Her heart skipped a beat and started racing at a thunderous pace. The safety sensor activated and the doors bounced open to reveal Ben Elmys. Harri lost the power of speech when he stepped into the lift. She wanted to scream, but fear choked her. He was dressed like an assassin, in a black pullover and black jeans, and he looked at her with an intensity that burned her soul. She tried to scream again, but could only manage a strained choking sound.

‘It’s OK,’ Ben said, stroking her arm.

His touch was like a cattle prod, and she jumped away from him, which she realized, with sinking dismay, took her away from the doors. They closed, and the lift started to rise.

‘I’m not going to hurt you,’ Ben said.

‘I’m not afraid of you,’ Harri managed at last.

‘No? You look afraid. Terrified even. But you shouldn’t be. We’re connected. I know you feel it. You felt it the very first time we met.’

The words were delivered with such sadness, Harri almost felt sorry for him.

That’s the kind of thinking that gets women killed, Harri corrected herself instantly. Never make excuses. He shouldn’t be here, not like this.

‘We need each other,’ Ben said. ‘You might not see that now, but I hope one day you will.’

‘You shouldn’t be here,’ Harri said. ‘This is my home.’

‘When you came to my home, I wasn’t scared.’

‘What do you want?’ she asked. Her voice had a sting. She started to resent the presumption of this man. He’d invaded her space.

‘To see you,’ he replied. ‘And to tell you that whatever happens, I forgive you. It’s important you know that.’

‘What do you want with me?’

Ben’s eyes narrowed and his face fell. He looked frustrated. ‘We’re meant to be together. I really believe that,’ he replied. ‘I know you feel it. You do feel it, don’t you?’

Harri didn’t respond.

‘The time wasn’t right,’ he said, closing on her. He reached out and touched her chin. ‘But it will be. One day it will be, and I hope when you’re finally given the choice, you’ll think about how good we could be together.’

Harri held his gaze, and for a moment she saw the warmth that had drawn her to him. He’d looked at her with the same intensity when they kissed by the gate in Maer Hills all those months ago. The memory of the kisses they’d shared stirred in her chest, they were so passionate, so all consuming, so right. She felt herself waver.