Contents ( 78)
- Contents
- Preface
- Part One
- Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
- Chapter 25
- Extract from a transcript of a recorded safeguarding interview
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Extract from the court report of R v. Elmys
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Transcript of a video recorded by Ben Elmys Eleven Years Later
- Extract from Harriet Kealty’s email journal
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Part Two
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- The Beach
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Acknowledgements
- Praise for The Other Side of Night
Please let it be Jenny’s cat, she thought, and prayed she’d see her neighbour’s grey-and-black tabby emerge from the doorway. But nothing came, and the nagging inner voice that told her the poem was meant for her also warned her that whatever lay beyond that door was not as harmless as a cat.
Harri jumped when the lift doors slid open. She hurried inside and pressed the button for the sixth floor. She slumped against the side wall beside the console as the doors eased shut.
A hand reached into the gap.
Her heart skipped a beat and started racing at a thunderous pace. The safety sensor activated and the doors bounced open to reveal Ben Elmys. Harri lost the power of speech when he stepped into the lift. She wanted to scream, but fear choked her. He was dressed like an assassin, in a black pullover and black jeans, and he looked at her with an intensity that burned her soul. She tried to scream again, but could only manage a strained choking sound.
‘It’s OK,’ Ben said, stroking her arm.
His touch was like a cattle prod, and she jumped away from him, which she realized, with sinking dismay, took her away from the doors. They closed, and the lift started to rise.
‘I’m not going to hurt you,’ Ben said.
‘I’m not afraid of you,’ Harri managed at last.
‘No? You look afraid. Terrified even. But you shouldn’t be. We’re connected. I know you feel it. You felt it the very first time we met.’
The words were delivered with such sadness, Harri almost felt sorry for him.
That’s the kind of thinking that gets women killed, Harri corrected herself instantly. Never make excuses. He shouldn’t be here, not like this.
‘We need each other,’ Ben said. ‘You might not see that now, but I hope one day you will.’
‘You shouldn’t be here,’ Harri said. ‘This is my home.’
‘When you came to my home, I wasn’t scared.’
‘What do you want?’ she asked. Her voice had a sting. She started to resent the presumption of this man. He’d invaded her space.
‘To see you,’ he replied. ‘And to tell you that whatever happens, I forgive you. It’s important you know that.’
‘What do you want with me?’
Ben’s eyes narrowed and his face fell. He looked frustrated. ‘We’re meant to be together. I really believe that,’ he replied. ‘I know you feel it. You do feel it, don’t you?’
Harri didn’t respond.
‘The time wasn’t right,’ he said, closing on her. He reached out and touched her chin. ‘But it will be. One day it will be, and I hope when you’re finally given the choice, you’ll think about how good we could be together.’
Harri held his gaze, and for a moment she saw the warmth that had drawn her to him. He’d looked at her with the same intensity when they kissed by the gate in Maer Hills all those months ago. The memory of the kisses they’d shared stirred in her chest, they were so passionate, so all consuming, so right. She felt herself waver.