Contents ( 70)
- Dedication
- Contents
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- Meet Gretchen Berg
- About the Book
- Reading Group Discussion Questions
- Behind the Book Essay
- Real-Life Inspiration
- Just for Fun
- Read On
- On the Nightstand in 1952
- Praise for The Operator
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
“Darn it!” She stomped her bare foot on the rug, pulling at her hair in exasperation at the sweat that had broken out under her arms, dampening the shirt she’d just buttoned up.
She blew a gust of breath out into the stupid balmy warmth of her bedroom, which had the best-working radiator in the entire house. She usually had to open her window in order to sleep, which made her dad furious. “I’m not paying to heat the neighborhood,” he’d mutter, along with a string of curses, if he was passing by her room and happened to see the window open. It didn’t help at all, either, when she was trying to remain cool while getting dressed.
She went to the window and shoved up the sash, peeled paint chips dropping onto the rug. The bushes that separated the Daltons’ house from the Giffords’ house rustled, dropping a spray of dry snow on the Daltons’ side. Charlotte did a double-take and squinted at the bushes. Was someone there? Her skin prickled and she stepped back from the window, her sweat chilling on her skin. She shook her head, trying to rid herself of the weird shiver. It was probably just the Giffords’ cat (which was not black).
Charlotte tried to focus on getting dressed and not on the weird feeling that someone was watching her. If she pulled the roll shade down, her room would be too dark. No one was out there anyway. She shook her head again and reached into the closet for her boring old black pencil skirt. She remembered Max Zimmerman saying he liked when girls looked casual. “Like they don’t really care.”
Well, she thought, nothing says “I don’t really care” like this skirt. She had flattened herself against the wall farthest from the window to pull on the skirt, and then reached out to snag the red cardigan from the back of her chair. Her paranoia flashed briefly with what she imagined Sue would say about her sweater as she fastened the buttons. “Ugh, red, on Valentine’s Day, Char?” or “Oh, Charlotte, red? Really?” The thought annoyed her enough to distract her from thinking about the rustling bushes. She didn’t care what Sue had to say on this occasion, because Max Zimmerman wouldn’t be putting anything in Sue’s locker. Not that he would be putting anything in Charlotte’s, either; she had to remind herself not to get her hopes up.
Charlotte turned sideways as she eyed herself in the mirror, jutting out her chest and wondering if she should add just a little padding, maybe. Her mother refused to buy her a pointy bra, so she did what she could to draw attention to her breasts. She faced forward again, and then turned to the other side, smoothing the sweater over her stomach. She felt another prickle of suspicion crawl over her scalp, and shot a look at the window, wondering how much someone standing outside on the ground could see into her room.