Chapters (60)
A tremble shuddered in her lower lip. A single glassy tear slipped down her face like melting snow. Her brown eyes were fixed in the darkness. Then, out of nowhere, her entire body convulsed. A spasm jolted her like the touch of a live wire, and she grabbed hold of herself and caved inward.
“Frankie!”
Her body twitched violently; her knees slammed up against the steering wheel. He grabbed one flying wrist. Then the other. He held her as she wriggled in his grasp, and she screamed out one word, drawing it out long and loud: “Stop!”
Seconds later, as quickly as it had come, the seizure washed away. Her body calmed. Her breathing quieted, and her face reddened with embarrassment. “I’m so sorry,” she murmured.
“Are you okay? What was that?”
“Grief,” she said. “A panic attack. That’s all. Everything in the world caught up with me for a moment.”
“Come to my car. I’ll drive you to the hospital.”
She shook her head. “I’m fine now.”
“You shouldn’t drive.”
She put a hand on top of his. Her skin was moist. “It would help if you could not be a cop for a minute, Frost.”
“I’m not being a cop. Just a human being.”
“Then trust me when I tell you I’ll be fine. It came. It went. It’s not coming back.”
“Do you have some kind of illness? Is it epilepsy?”
“No, there’s nothing like that. Really. You don’t have to worry about me. I’m a big girl. I don’t need anyone to rescue me.”
“I’ll follow you back to the city,” Frost said. “I want to make sure you don’t have any problems.”
“If you like.”
Reluctantly, Frost got out of the car. He hiked down the narrow street toward his Suburban, but he kept looking back over his shoulder. Dr. Stein started the engine of her own car, but she waited for him instead of driving away. He climbed into his SUV and put the truck into drive, and both of their vehicles headed back into the Berkeley hills.
He thought about Francesca Stein as he followed her. She was strange, complicated, and beautiful, like a puzzle box for which there was no key. He liked her, but he didn’t particularly like the way she made him feel. She was out of his league.
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