Chapters (60)
“What do you want? What can I do?”
“Tell me about TF,” Frost said.
He could feel her freeze. “What?”
“You wrote a note. ‘TF. Fall guy.’”
“How do you know about that?” she asked.
“I was in your office. I found the note in your garbage can.”
“You searched my office?” Stein asked. “I can’t believe you did that.”
“You didn’t give me any choice.”
“Did you look at my patient files?”
“No, I didn’t violate anyone’s privacy.”
“Except mine.” She shook her head in dismay.
“I don’t care if you’re angry. The only thing I care about is stopping this man before he hurts anyone else, and you’re standing in my way. I’m not the enemy, Frankie. You’ve got to tell me the truth. You have a patient with the initials T. F., and he knows something about the Night Bird. I need to talk to him.”
“I’m sorry, he’s adamant. No police. I can’t give him up just because you want me to. That’s not how it works.”
“Then talk to him,” Frost said. “Persuade him.”
“I’ll try, but I can’t promise you anything.”
“I need whatever he can tell me.” Frost opened the door of the car, letting in cool air and the noise of the wind in the pines. He hesitated. “Darren told me you lost your father recently. Is that true?”
“Yes, it is.”
“I’m sorry.”
She didn’t seem to care about gestures of sympathy. “What did Darren say about it?”
“It’s not important.”
“I want to know. Please.”
“He said tragedies like that can push someone over the edge,” Frost said.
Stein reached out and took hold of the steering wheel with clenched fists. “That bastard.”
“Does that mean something to you?”
“My father went off the edge of a cliff in Point Reyes while he was hiking,” Stein said.
“I’m sorry,” he said again. “I haven’t lost a parent, but I can imagine how difficult it must be.”
“It was a complicated relationship,” Stein said. “We weren’t close.”
“Even so.”
Stein stared through the windshield. “Driving here, over the hills, I kept looking over the edge of the cliff. I thought about what it must be like to fall. How your body accelerates. How the ground rushes toward you. What do you have time to think about? What goes through your head? I wonder about his last moments—”
“You shouldn’t do this to yourself,” Frost said, but he wasn’t sure that she was even aware that he was still in the car with her.
“I keep feeling like I’m missing something . . . ,” she began.
Her voice trailed away. Her mouth was open.
He thought, What’s your worst memory?
“Frankie?”