Chapters (60)
“Not for me. I’m my father’s daughter. Tell me something, have you ever been to Copenhagen?”
His face furrowed with confusion. “No. Why?”
“I’ve had a standing offer for a couple years at a university in Copenhagen. To teach.”
“And now you’re thinking about it?” he asked.
“I don’t know what I’m thinking about,” she admitted. “I only know that I can’t continue my life the way it was. I won’t put any more lies in people’s heads. Never again.”
“That doesn’t mean you have to run away. You can help people live with their past instead of changing it. Is that so bad?”
“No. You’re right, it’s not so bad.”
He stood up again, but he put a hand on her shoulder. “I guess you’ve earned a change if you want one. Teaching in Copenhagen would be a change, but for what it’s worth, I hope you stay.”
“Really? Why is that?”
“Because San Francisco deserves the best,” Frost said. “We already have the best views, the best food, the best anything. We need the best people, too.”
She smiled. “That’s very sweet of you.”
“It’s the truth, Frankie.”
He headed across the park, and she watched him go. She realized that he had something that she didn’t. Frost Easton was grounded. He knew who he was and where he was, and she couldn’t say the same about herself anymore.
Frankie didn’t move from the bench. For the first time in a long time, she had nowhere to go and nothing to do. Her life was a white room. She felt like one of her patients who came out of her treatments and suddenly had an emptiness in their brain where something horrible had been. They’d faced their fears, but they always asked her what to do next.
She told them: the hardest part is to start over by building something new.
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52
Frost found Lucy awake in her hospital bed.
Her parents sat on either side, each holding one of her hands like protective parents. They didn’t look happy to see him. He was the one who’d put their girl in jeopardy. He was a symbol of everything perilous about the city. Here she was, wounded twice, hooked to an IV, skin almost white. They shot him daggers and wished he would go away.
“It’s okay,” Lucy told her parents when they lingered and refused to leave. Her voice was weak but firm. “Go get some coffee or something. I want to talk to Frost.”
They stood up reluctantly, as if nothing good could happen if they left her alone with him.
“Ten minutes,” her father said. “No more.”