Chapters (63)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Was this why they had bathed her? In seeing her nakedness and combing through her hair, there was truly nothing she could hide. There was a cleverness to the seemingly perfunctory acts of the servants that she both admired and feared. She wondered if Ash and Malik had been set to the same shameful stripping and scrubbing, rendering them weaponless.
A distant memory recalled a time when Odrin had been forced to remove his weapons before he could shelter for the night in the kitchens of Farleigh. While the servant tugged brutally at Amaris’s hair, she felt a surge of sympathy for Odrin at the memory. Removing a reever’s sword was like removing a limb. Still, the knowledge that this was somewhat common practice comforted her. If the man she called her father could be gutted of his weaponry for a night in Farleigh, so could she.
The door to her room opened, which annoyed her. Would there be no end to the disturbances before she met Queen Moirai? Would she have no time to process her thoughts or plan?
A new servant popped in her head through a crack in the door. They informed her that the queen was in the middle of a previous engagement and Amaris was to take dinner in her rooms until Moirai called upon her later that night. She fidgeted uncomfortably at the knowledge that she was not to be reunited with her brothers.
“My companions?”
“—are also being served in their rooms.”
At least Malik would be fed, she thought. She inquired as to the whereabouts of her friends and debated whether or not to slip from her rooms and go to them. Though she knew they’d be in the same room soon when reunited before the queen, she hadn’t been separated from the reevers more than a handful of times over the past three years. It felt unnatural to be unable to access her brothers. Perhaps it was more than just the unfamiliarity that was disquieting.
An anomalous instinct filled her stomach with stones. She ignored it, certain it was just anxiety over the unknown. She was afraid of doing something new, and if she was to succeed, she would need to learn to adapt. Of course, the castle was unfamiliar. Of course, being bathed by servants and dressed by attendants was new. How would she survive in this world if she felt a surge of fear every time she faced a unique situation?
“Will you be needing anything else, miss?” the attendant asked. She pulled her fingers from Amaris’s hair, finally finished with the ornate braids.
Amaris stared at herself in the perfect, glassy mirror. She soaked in the snow-white hair that disappeared against the milk of her skin. She regarded the charcoal they’d smudged around her lids and gazed into the lilac eyes staring back at her. Even when she’d been up for auction at Farleigh, she hadn’t felt as dressed and stuffed like a pig off to market as she did now in Moirai’s castle.