Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1Typhoon ShelterYOU ASKED
- 1936–1937
- CHAPTER 2TUITION
- CHAPTER 3STEAMED FISH
- CHAPTER 4LETTERS ACROSS OCEANS
- CHAPTER 5MAKE A WISE DECISION
- CHAPTER 6Typhoon ShelterTHE TROUBLES OF CAPTAIN LEE
- CHAPTER 7ELOPE
- CHAPTER 8DINNER AT TAI HANG
- CHAPTER 9Typhoon ShelterTHE GEOMANTIC FATE OF WONG NAI CHUNG VILLAGE
- CHAPTER 10RESIDENT ROMEO AND JULIET
- CHAPTER 11THE WORLD OF EMILY MAH
- CHAPTER 12JOLLY GOOD FELLOW
- CHAPTER 13FRAMED
- CHAPTER 14Typhoon ShelterME AND TING-YAN
- CHAPTER 15MONKEY’S WEDDING
- CHAPTER 16NOT GOLDEN
- CHAPTER 17POSSESSED BY LAUGHTER
- CHAPTER 18CHEUNG’S NEW HOME
- CHAPTER 19GO-BETWEEN
- CHAPTER 20AN UNEXPECTED VISITOR
- CHAPTER 21A VISIT TO WONG NAI CHUNG VILLAGE
- CHAPTER 22CHILDHOOD HOME
- CHAPTER 23CHINESE WEDDING
- CHAPTER 24HORACE’S LEAP
- 1941
- CHAPTER 25STUFFED CRAB
- CHAPTER 26ST STEPHEN’S COLLEGE
- CHAPTER 27WHEN IS A FISH NOT A FISH?
- CHAPTER 28Typhoon ShelterTHE CHINESE COOPERATIVE COUNCIL
- CHAPTER 29STUBBORN
- CHAPTER 30LOOTED
- 1942
- CHAPTER 31NOMA WANTS A PARTY
- CHAPTER 32BURN THIS LETTER
- CHAPTER 33VERY PREGNANT
- CHAPTER 34GET OUT WHILE YOU CAN
- CHAPTER 35SCAR
- CHAPTER 36THE NEWS ABOUT TAK-TAM
- CHAPTER 37WHAT CHILD IS THIS?
- CHAPTER 38MOON AND STARS OVER SAI KUNG
- CHAPTER 39TIMELESS TEST MATCH
- CHAPTER 40A CUP OF SALT
- CHAPTER 41ENDGAME
- CHAPTER 42THIS FISH
- CHAPTER 43EMILY FLEES
- CHAPTER 44ESCAPE
- CHAPTER 45NOT A DREAM
- CHAPTER 46CHEUNG PLOTS REVENGE
- CHAPTER 47Typhoon ShelterLET’S GO HOME
- CHAPTER 48THE SEA AT NIGHT
- CHAPTER 49CARP’S EYE
- CHAPTER 50IN THE CHAPEL
- CHAPTER 51Typhoon ShelterTHE FINAL SECRET
- Acknowledgments
- Notes on Spelling, Transliteration, Naming, and Language
“Stay focused, dear Violet,” Professor Duffy said. She worked as a volunteer at Selwyn-Clarke’s clinic too. Though she didn’t have my training, she had the wisdom of age, books, and travel. Because she was European, however, her look would have attracted attention on the streets, so she mostly stayed in the clinic and helped with the patients Dr Selwyn-Clarke or Dr Lai Po-Chuen had brought there. “Your people need you,” she said.
Had I been thinking aloud?
“I want to help Emily, but I don’t know how.”
“Why do you look after her the way you do?”
What kind of question was that? “I don’t know.”
“Isn’t she older than you?”
“Yes.”
“In most Chinese families, isn’t it the custom for the older sister to take care of the younger one?”
“Well,” I said, like a stunned rabbit, “yes.”
“So why is it upside-down in your family?”
Lots of things in my family are upside-down, I thought. But aloud, I said, “I don’t know. That’s just how it is. Everyone in my family has always taken care of Emily. Mother, before she died. Father too. Because of her beauty, I suppose.”
Professor Duffy raised an eyebrow. “But Violet, you are also beautiful.”
“Huh?”
“You are also beautiful.”
“I’m not. I’m the ugly clever one. Emily is the beautiful helpless one.”
“What utter nonsense. Is that how your family talks? You and Emily are both beautiful. You look very much alike. Both clever too, I suspect.”
I stared at her like she had lost her last marble.
“You couldn’t be more different in spirit,” she said. “But in appearance you are clearly sisters.”
“Well,” I said, “that’s the looniest thing I’ve ever heard. But it doesn’t matter. If I don’t help Emily now, she and Raymond could die.”
Professor Duffy reached into the folds of her jacket and pulled out a book. She handed it to me. Nightwood, by Djuna Barnes.
“That’s a funny name, Djuna Barnes,” I said.
“Up-to-date stuff. When this war ends, the world will become a bigger place. You might use some of the time you now spend worrying thinking about who you want to become.”
Emily came to me before I could get to her. Little Raymond lay bawling in her arms. She had her best dress on, light blue speckled with little white flowers, and a pair of stockings from before the war, but the stockings were torn and the left leg was wet with something dark and oily. She had made the mistake of going home after that infernal cricket match.
“Blood?” I asked her. Tak-Wing was not human. Any last vestiges of pity I felt for him evaporated.
“I hit him back this time.”
“Will you let me examine you?”
“No, Violet. What’s to see?”