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Contents ( 68)
  1. Writing as Fiona Harper:
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Part One
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Chapter Twenty-Four
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-Six
  32. Part Two
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. Chapter Forty-Nine
  56. Chapter Fifty
  57. Chapter Fifty-One
  58. Chapter Fifty-Two
  59. Chapter Fifty-Three
  60. Chapter Fifty-Four
  61. Chapter Fifty-Five
  62. Chapter Fifty-Six
  63. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  64. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  65. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  66. Chapter Sixty
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. About the Publisher

That was Brody’s cue. By the time she’d flipped the sign over so ‘OPEN’ faced the street outside, he was in the back yard, a confused-looking and biscuit-deprived Lewis trailing dejectedly beside him.

But Brody didn’t hurry back to his car. He couldn’t. His lungs had given up completely now.

The yard around him became distant and rather fuzzy, as if he was viewing it through a dirty telescope from far away, and the sounds that had been so invasive when he’d first got out of his car were drowned out by the rushing noise in his ears.

Oh, God. This was it. The moment he was going to die. He reached out to the brick wall for support and dropped into a crouching position, head bent towards his knees.

Moji was only a short distance away inside the shop. He could hear her chatting to the woman about her daughter-inlaw’s water birth and might have been able to call out to her, but the thought of opening his mouth and firing words from it only made his head spin faster and his heart pound harder.

He had to get up. He had to get to his car. He had to…

Something warm and rough touched him and he flinched before looking down to find Lewis sitting neatly beside him, quietly licking his hand.

It pulled him back into the moment. Something shifted inside him. The rushing in his ears remained, along with a vague sense of being off-balance – like one might experience on a cross-Channel ferry – as he tried to place one foot in front of the other, but he could move again. That was something.

It seemed to take hours instead of minutes to get back to the car park. A woman with a pushchair scowled at him from the other side of the road, obviously thinking it was a little early for him to have staggered out of the pub.

When he got to his Land Rover, he climbed inside. The lack of central locking meant he had to reach over to press the buttons down on the passenger side and both the back doors one by one. That done, he sat with his elbows on the steering wheel, rested his head in hands and tried to get the world to stop shaking.

Chapter Sixteen

ANNA SAT AT one end of a long table in the upstairs room of a funky bar in Covent Garden. It was decked out like a nineteenth-century gentlemen’s club, complete with wood panelling, richly upholstered chaise-longues and a stuffed stag’s head above the fireplace. On the table in front of her was a large balloon glass full of wonderfully aromatic alcohol, finished off with a giant ball of ice and a sprig of rosemary. She was joined by eight other people, each with an identical glass, and the tenth seat, beside her, was empty.

As she listened to a smartly dressed man with a waxed moustache detail the history of gin, she surreptitiously checked her phone.