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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. The First Crossing
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Cross Country
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. The Woods
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. The Last Crossing
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Copyright

The child had been sitting on her own at the rear of the room, the rest of the class paired up, two sharing each desk. They’d been left work to complete, an acrostic on their favourite person. He’d wandered around the room, glancing over some of the kids’ shoulders. Most were writing poems about their parents or their favourite footballer.

Alice had caught his eye as he’d been moving through the gaps between the desks, smiling timidly at him. He’d made his way down to where she sat, half expecting that she’d been composing the poem about her mother. For an absurd moment, he’d wondering if she might have written it about him, then dismissed the idea; he’d only had one or two dealings with her, after all. It didn’t stop him feeling just a little disappointed when he saw it was written for her father, even as he scolded himself for the unworthiness of his feeling.

‘How are you getting on?’ he asked.

She sat back, allowing him an unfettered view of the page.

‘Daddy is my favourite man.

Anything you want, he can

Dedicate himself to it and try

Despite the fact he wants to cry

Y–’

‘Are you stuck on the last line?’ Tony asked.

She nodded.

‘What do you want to say?’

‘That even when he wants to cry, he has to forget about himself and think about me.’

‘Why does he want to cry?’

‘Because of Mum,’ she said, simply. ‘I hear him sometimes, at night, but he doesn’t want me to know, so I pretend I’m sleeping.’

‘I’m sorry to hear that,’ Tony said. ‘That must be tough.’

She nodded. ‘I want to start with Y but there’s only You that could be used and he’s not Your daddy, he’s my daddy, so that doesn’t make sense.’

‘What about, ‘You can always count on him’?’ Tony offered.

Alice tried not to react, but could not hide the lack of enthusiasm she felt for his suggestion.

‘Let me think about it,’ Tony said, feeling just a little embarrassed at his lack of skill.

‘It is a fairly shit line,’ Karen said now, as Tony recounted the story. ‘The wee girl’s better at it than you are.’

‘I felt sorry for the man,’ Tony said, having taken mock offence at her comment. ‘He sounds like he’s struggling. I feel even more sorry for her.’

‘Why? Her dad’s obviously looking after her.’

‘He’s doing his best, maybe, but she’s just not fitting in. Even in class, no one would sit with her. Kids can be really nasty to one another.’

‘So can adults,’ Karen said. They passed a row of houses, before turning again, up the left. As they drove up along the crescent, Karen counted off the numbers of each house silently to herself.

‘That one,’ she said, with a barely perceptible nod.