Chapters (69)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- The First Crossing
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Cross Country
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- The Woods
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- The Last Crossing
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Acknowledgements
- Copyright
‘He can run you both back to the ferry first,’ Mullan offered, glancing at his watch. ‘If we’re quick out of here, you could still make the last crossing.’
Barr took out his phone and looked at it. ‘I dropped a pin at the car park too, he said. ‘There’s a more direct way back; it’ll take about 25 minutes.’
‘I’m visiting family in Glasgow,’ Karen said. ‘I’ll go on in with you.’
‘He’ll drop you off, sure,’ Mullan said, then turned to Tony. ‘What about you?’
‘I’m taking the ferry back,’ Tony said. ‘But I can take the train if you can drop me at the nearest stop.’
‘The late crossing doesn’t take foot passengers. But I can phone ahead, get it sorted for you.’
Tony felt drained, his chest heavy and dull, his arms hanging like pendula by his sides, aching. ‘What about Hugh?’
‘We’ll take care of it,’ Mullan said, moving across and kicking a scattering of leaves over the spot where Tony had sat. He turned, ushering Barr ahead of him. ‘Lead on, Macduff,’ he said, mimicking a Scottish lilt.
And so they set off, back through the woods. Tony turned, as he had done before, and regarded the scene: Duggan’s body lying above the ground, Kelly’s lying somewhere below, a strange marriage consummated with blood. But this time, he felt no urge to apologize. He’d told the truth, made his confession, and done his penance, he decided.
He turned his back on that place for a final time, and set off behind the others, the woods ahead of him full of colour and sound, though seemingly separate from him, as if perceived through a pane of glass, or by one who dreams.
The Last Crossing
The Last Crossing
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Chapter Fifty-Seven
He dreamt of Martin Kelly that night, woke gratefully the following morning only to find the bed already empty. For a moment, he thought Karen had left, but then he heard rattling coming from the bathroom, the clatter of her toothbrush falling back into the cracked ceramic mug she used to hold it.
He climbed out of her bed and padded his way across to where she stood, putting on her make-up, her work shirt already on, hanging loose over her pants, her skirt still hanging on the radiator.
He moved behind her, placed his hands on her hips, moved them up beneath her shirt, cupping her breasts as he ground himself against her behind.
‘Do you have to leave?’ he asked, nuzzling into her.
But she shifted from him, wriggling her body to indicate she wanted him to move away. ‘I’m getting ready for work,’ she said.
Tony regarded her in the mirror, but she would not hold his eye, glancing fleetingly at him, then back to the mirror, rolling her eyes upwards as she applied her mascara.
‘Is something wrong?’ he asked.