Chapters (69)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- The First Crossing
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Cross Country
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- The Woods
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- The Last Crossing
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Acknowledgements
- Copyright
‘I’m not keen,’ Barr said.
‘But part of you is sorry you missed those days, aren’t you?’ Duggan asked slyly.
Barr shrugged. ‘I’m prepared to do what needs to be done.’
‘Would you kill for it?’
‘I’d rather not, but if I had to.’
‘Would you die for it?’
Tony glanced at Karen, shaking his head lightly. He felt complicit in leading this youth to the slaughter but powerless to do anything to stop it.
‘Again. I’d rather not, but if I had to.’
‘Do you think your uncle Sean would die for the cause?’
‘I’m sure he would,’ Barr said. ‘You know him better. He’d not go out of his way looking for it but–’
‘You’re right there, son,’ Duggan said. ‘He’d go a long way to avoid it, the same boyo.’
‘Uncle Sean did his bit, like everyone else.’
‘Worked out better for him than for the rest of us, though,’ Duggan said.
‘He risked the most–’ Barr began, but Duggan cut his short.
‘Risked? He risked nothing. He sat and gave orders to the likes of me – and them,’ he added after a short pause, nodding towards where Karen and Tony sat.
‘He said you didn’t like him,’ Barr said.
‘Don’t like him? I fucking despise him.’
‘He brought peace–’
‘He was a tin-pot general. He still is.’
‘He’s my family,’ Barr said. ‘That’s all the matters to me.’
Duggan stared at the side of the youth’s face as Barr concentrated on the road. ‘Right you are, son. Martin Kelly was my friend, but I still shot him like an old dog, because your uncle gave the order.’
‘That’s what soldiers do,’ Barr said. ‘When they start questioning orders, the war’s already lost.’
‘Do you hear that?’ Duggan asked, leaning back towards Karen and Tony. ‘That’s what soldiers do.’
Barr’s driving had become increasingly aggressive, in keeping with the mood in the car. He swerved past one lorry, pulled in, then attempted to overtake a second, making the manoeuvre with such speed and suddenness that Karen was shunted across against Tony momentarily. He felt her pressure against him, the brief lilt of her perfume and, for a second, he was lying with her again in his student digs.
‘Sorry,’ she said, straightening herself.
He gave a light rise of his hand. ‘We’ll be lucky if we survive the drive there,’ he said.
‘Right enough. Take it easy, son,’ Duggan said to Barr, one hand gripping the plastic handle above the passenger door. ‘Kelly’s not going anywhere. He’ll still be there if we’re a bit late.’
Barr slowed the car a little, seemingly embarrassed at having been riled by Duggan.