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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. The First Crossing
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Cross Country
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. The Woods
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. The Last Crossing
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Copyright

‘I’m not keen,’ Barr said.

‘But part of you is sorry you missed those days, aren’t you?’ Duggan asked slyly.

Barr shrugged. ‘I’m prepared to do what needs to be done.’

‘Would you kill for it?’

‘I’d rather not, but if I had to.’

‘Would you die for it?’

Tony glanced at Karen, shaking his head lightly. He felt complicit in leading this youth to the slaughter but powerless to do anything to stop it.

‘Again. I’d rather not, but if I had to.’

‘Do you think your uncle Sean would die for the cause?’

‘I’m sure he would,’ Barr said. ‘You know him better. He’d not go out of his way looking for it but–’

‘You’re right there, son,’ Duggan said. ‘He’d go a long way to avoid it, the same boyo.’

‘Uncle Sean did his bit, like everyone else.’

‘Worked out better for him than for the rest of us, though,’ Duggan said.

‘He risked the most–’ Barr began, but Duggan cut his short.

‘Risked? He risked nothing. He sat and gave orders to the likes of me – and them,’ he added after a short pause, nodding towards where Karen and Tony sat.

‘He said you didn’t like him,’ Barr said.

‘Don’t like him? I fucking despise him.’

‘He brought peace–’

‘He was a tin-pot general. He still is.’

‘He’s my family,’ Barr said. ‘That’s all the matters to me.’

Duggan stared at the side of the youth’s face as Barr concentrated on the road. ‘Right you are, son. Martin Kelly was my friend, but I still shot him like an old dog, because your uncle gave the order.’

‘That’s what soldiers do,’ Barr said. ‘When they start questioning orders, the war’s already lost.’

‘Do you hear that?’ Duggan asked, leaning back towards Karen and Tony. ‘That’s what soldiers do.’

Barr’s driving had become increasingly aggressive, in keeping with the mood in the car. He swerved past one lorry, pulled in, then attempted to overtake a second, making the manoeuvre with such speed and suddenness that Karen was shunted across against Tony momentarily. He felt her pressure against him, the brief lilt of her perfume and, for a second, he was lying with her again in his student digs.

‘Sorry,’ she said, straightening herself.

He gave a light rise of his hand. ‘We’ll be lucky if we survive the drive there,’ he said.

‘Right enough. Take it easy, son,’ Duggan said to Barr, one hand gripping the plastic handle above the passenger door. ‘Kelly’s not going anywhere. He’ll still be there if we’re a bit late.’

Barr slowed the car a little, seemingly embarrassed at having been riled by Duggan.