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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. The First Crossing
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Cross Country
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. The Woods
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. The Last Crossing
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Copyright

‘Everyone confesses in the end,’ the unnamed man said, sitting behind the table in Betty’s back lounge. ‘But if you’ve done nothing wrong, you’ve nothing to worry about. All we’re going to be doing is asking a few questions.’

Tony swallowed dryly and nodded. ‘What do I call you?’

‘Nothing, son,’ the man said. ‘My name doesn’t matter. Let’s talk about your Danny, shall we?’

The topic threw Tony a little. He’d expected them to talk about Hamilton, about Alice. He’d been ready for that.

‘How did you feel about what happened him?’

‘Sad,’ Tony said, aware of the inadequacy of the word.

‘Sad?’ the man asked, skeptically.

‘Angry. Hurt. Sad for my loss,’ he said, keen to appear forthcoming. ‘A little jealous, I guess,’ he added.

‘Jealous?’

Tony didn’t know why he’d said it, why he’d felt compelled to admit something that still shamed him. He had felt a little jealous, not of Danny’s death, but of the outpouring of love for his brother which had followed, for the effect Danny’s passing had on his parents, the void which was left, the displaying of pictures long consigned to drawers and boxes, now revisited, reappraised, as if their value had changed irrevocably. It was not a part of him he wished to acknowledge. ‘Jealous of those who could do something about it,’ he lied.

The man nodded, more in acknowledgment that Tony had answered than in acceptance of his explanation, but did not speak. As a result, Tony felt he needed to keep talking, to fill the silence, to distract the three faces staring at him across the desk, as if his words might stop their unflinching gaze.

‘I wanted someone to pay for it,’ he said.

‘Your father didn’t,’ the man said. Tony glanced at Mullan, clearly the source of this information, but his expression was implacable.

‘My father didn’t want anyone else to suffer.’

‘Why? Does he not support the cause?’

Tony shrugged. ‘He believes in civil rights. He’s a pacifist.’

‘Are you?’

‘A little,’ Tony said.

‘Yet you still got involved?’

‘I was angry. Like I said.’

‘Was angry?’

‘Am?’

‘You sure?’

Tony nodded.

‘So you don’t share your father’s views?’

‘A little,’ Tony said, frustrated at the circular nature of the conversation. ‘But I wanted someone to pay for Danny.’

‘You spoke to Hugh last week about your concerns with the recent mission.’

This was Mullan speaking now, his first time having done so since the questioning had started.

Tony nodded, glanced at Duggan, expecting to see some response, but, like the others, he remained impassive, staring at Tony.

‘What was the content of that conversation?’

‘Hugh’s obviously already told you. Ask him,’ Tony said, beginning to feel a little riled at the manner in which they were treating him. ‘He’s sitting right there.’

‘We’d like to get your version of events.’