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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. The First Crossing
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-One
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-Three
  29. Cross Country
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. The Woods
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. The Last Crossing
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Copyright

‘I don’t remember anything,’ she said. ‘That’s what I’m telling you. I had a drink, waiting for you in the kitchen. I was talking with Kelly who’d been in selling in the back room. I don’t know what happened then. I vaguely remember wakening in the room and some guy on top of me, his tongue down my throat. I pushed him off and told him I was already with someone. We got up and came out of the room and that’s where I met you.’

‘You expect me to believe that.’

Karen straightened. ‘I don’t care whether you believe it or not,’ she said. ‘It’s the truth.’

‘Being drunk doesn’t change your personality,’ Tony said, annoyed at himself, even as he spoke, for his priggishness, yet unable to back down. ‘It just brings out the worst elements of what’s already there.’

‘I wasn’t drunk,’ Karen said. ‘Or if I was, they must have had really strong wine. I’ve the headache from hell today.’

‘Is that looking for sympathy?’

She shook her head. ‘I don’t know what happened,’ she said. ‘I’m really, really sorry. But I didn’t do it on purpose.’

‘I hate it when I accidentally fall into bed with someone,’ Tony replied, pettily. He finished pressing his trousers and pulled them on, buttoning them up in front of her. She watched him, exasperated, and finally stood.

‘I thought you’d trust me,’ she said. ‘I didn’t cheat on you. I don’t know what happened last night, but it wasn’t me who did that. Anyone who knows me well enough would know that to be true.’

‘Maybe that person isn’t me, then,’ Tony said.

‘I’m beginning to think that,’ Karen said.

He watched her walk out the door, desperately searching for something to say that would both stop her leaving and express just how deeply he was hurt. In the end, he could only manage, ‘That’s fine. Walk away.’

But she was already gone.

He endured the Open Day morning, despite the foulness of his mood. He stood with three of his colleagues while one group of parents after another processed past, regarding them as one might animals in a zoo, some smiling or nodding in acknowledgement, some averting their gaze so as not to make eye contact. Or so it seemed to him. There was a hiatus between twelve and one to allow staff and those pupils who had volunteered to come along and help an opportunity to get some lunch.

Tony followed the rest of his department to the canteen, where sandwiches and tea had been provided. The teachers sat together at two tables near the top of the room, nearest the food, and watched the line of students file past to get some lunch.

‘Would you send a bairn out dressed like tha’on?’ one of the technology teachers commented.