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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

“Somebody has made it known throughout the villages that the palace is harboring an abundance of medicine without distributing,” Dhadi said without preamble. “And now the villagers are splintering with rage at the crown at a time that we must all be the most united.”

“Who?” Durkhanai asked, heart beating fast. “Who told?”

Who had even known? As far as her grandparents were concerned, she didn’t even know—though she suspected they had caught on to the full truth, now.

“That Jardumi ambassador, of course,” Dhadi replied, shaking her head. Durkhanai’s heart stopped altogether. For a moment, she didn’t believe Dhadi.

“Are you—” she began, but Dhadi held up a hand to stop her.

“You’re doubting me now?” Dhadi asked, eyes sad. “Yes, I am sure.”

“How—”

“You think we didn’t notice the missing vials?” Dhadi said, shaking her head. “I know all that goes on in this palace. I warned you to stay away from him; in fact, I remember expressly forbidding it.”

“Why didn’t you say anything?” Durkhanai replied, heart wilting. “Or stop me?’

“Jaani, we wanted you to feel like you were doing something to help. Delivering a few vials is of no consequence, so long as you were discreet.” Dhadi sighed. “But you weren’t careful; you trusted someone who was not to be trusted. Now, everyone will have noted the unfair distribution. Bevakoof ban’gai. Naeem-sahib is already vexed by the slow distribution—the people already up in arms to stop working in protest—and now this? It’s made matters worse, especially considering Naeem-sahib has already expressed interest for you to marry his son.”

Rashid—Durkhanai had nearly forgotten about him. She should have been more careful, especially when Naeem-sahib had already expressed his discontent with her.

She’d been distracted.

Dhadi’s face hardened with irritation. “You’ve made a mess. And now we must fix it. Durkhanai, when will you learn to stop acting like a child and more like a future queen?”

Agha-Jaan finally turned to look at her. The disappointment in her grandparents’ countenances stung sharper than a thousand knives. Agha-Jaan remained silent, face stony. He never had the heart to yell at her or discipline her in any manner, but his presence confirmed that he agreed with his wife.

“When you treat me more like a future queen and less like a child,” Durkhanai said, voice icy. “You always tell me not to worry and don’t involve me in anything. I asked you about the medicine, in the very beginning, but you brushed me off. I had to take matters into my own hands. That is what a future queen does: look out for her people and their health.”

“No, bachay,” Dhadi replied. “You must be strategic. You cannot act on every whim and emotion your heart sends running through your veins. You must think.”