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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

“This is different!” Durkhanai argued, on the verge of tears. She didn’t know how to make them understand. “Please, we can trust him. He’ll go far away, he’ll never return. He’ll forget about me and Marghazar and everything. He’ll disappear, like a ghost. In a few months we won’t even remember his name.”

“Janaan, do not be a fool,” Dhadi replied, voice clipped. “What has trusting him gotten you thus far?” She shook her head. “No, we cannot trust him. For your sake, I wish we could, but I am sure he is a spy for Wakdar.” Despite Durkhanai keeping it from them, her grandparents had deduced as much. “He is intent on causing our ruination, and we cannot allow that. If he is guilty, he will die. If he is innocent, he will be married and live here, where we can watch his every move.”

“Dhadi—” Durkhanai tried again, but the Wali held up a hand.

“Enough,” she said. “You must be a shehzadi, at this moment. Think of your people and what would become of them if we let Asfandyar go, and he and Wakdar were to return. If they were to incite chaos. With all that is already happening, your people need you to be a strong princess. To place them above yourself. Think of your people.”

Durkhanai wanted to cry out in frustration, but she held her tongue. She understood her grandparents’ perspective, understood all that they were saying, and she understood Asfandyar’s perspective, as well, and to an extent, her father’s, but wasn’t there a middle that could be reached?

To the Wali and the Badshah, there wasn’t.

She was defeated—for now.

But defeated she would not remain.

“I know it is difficult, now,” Dhadi said, kissing Durkhanai’s cheek. “But one day you will understand. When you are the ruler, you will understand, janaan, you will.”

She said nothing, just stood to leave. Already, ideas were forming in her mind, how to regroup and conquer this subject from another perspective.

“Where are you going?” Agha-Jaan asked, worried.

“To Zarmina’s room,” she replied, trying to keep the bite from her tone.

She needed to speak with her.

“She won’t be there,” Dhadi replied.

Durkhanai was filled with dread, and somehow, she already knew why. But she still asked, heart hammering, throat closing.

“Why?”

“Zarmina has been selected to be the lady of the trial.”

Chapter Thirty-Five

Zarmina’s Tale

Zarmina didn’t expect everything to happen so suddenly, truly.

Before she knew it, Saifullah had come to her saying that Asfandyar had been taken for trial. Then, she had been taken away to the suite of the lady for the trial.