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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

Sal nodded, and then Héctor was up and at the fridge, pouring a glass. Sal took it and downed half the drink in a few gulps. “At least I have this Room,” they said. “I can still come here to read.”

As Héctor watched Sal drink his abuela’s horchata down, he wondered if Sal had told anyone else about what they were going through. Maybe this had been as hard for them to talk about as it had been for Héctor.

Héctor’s curiosity pushed him forward. “I hope I’m not being pushy or anything, but . . .” He stopped, then sighed. He refilled Sal’s glass. “Do you not really have friends at your school? Or someone you hang out with?”

Sal shook their head. “Not really,” they said. “I mean, I’m not getting picked on like you are. It’s mostly that people just ignore me. I’m not very popular. It’s like . . .” Sal went quiet for a moment. “It’s like what I said before. I confuse people so much that they treat me like I’m not there. Because I guess that’s easier for them.”

Héctor nodded. “So it’s like . . . like, no one has to worry about getting your pronouns right or anything because they’re just not talking to you at all.”

Sal’s eyes went wide in recognition. “Yeah. Yeah! That’s exactly it.”

But then they smiled. “Except Ms. Pérez. She was the librarian. She’s really great. Lets me read anything I want, and sometimes, she’ll order books that we don’t have.”

Their smile evaporated, though, and Sal fell into silence. Oh, Héctor hated this! Why did things have to be so challenging for Sal? For Juliana? For Héctor?

But, once again, there wasn’t really anything to do, right? They’d definitely helped Juliana, but this . . . this felt too big, too complicated. Héctor remembered something he’d overheard his mom say on the phone once: “This sounds above my pay grade.” That is what this seemed like.

The two sat in an awkward silence before Héctor nudged Sal with his shoulder. “Come here whenever you want,” he said. “I think you deserve to have your own space.”

Sal stood and told Héctor that they had to head to class, but before they left, they put their arms around him. “Thank you,” they said. “For listening. And being nice. It’s good to know I have you as a friend.”

He watched Sal leave, and he knew for certain that Sal was his friend.

That was a nice thing to know.

Héctor had a lot on his mind as he wrenched open the Room’s door, wishing he could just stay here all day and skip school completely. But that thought vanished instantly.

It was dark beyond the doorway.

Real dark.

He shut the door, opened it again.

Nothing changed.